A little bit of venting is what I need right now. Don't worry I top it off w/ sugar.
I was seeing/dating this guy for just about 6mos.Unfortunately, I recently broke it off. His words and his actions or lack of weren't level. For god's sake he still flirted and spent alone time w/ other girls. He even thought it was ok to spend a weekend w/ his ex-girlfriend that would make flirty jokes about "doing it" like they use to.(just one example, do you really wanna read about them all...lol)
I miss him and I was really starting to fall for him. We have some fun memories( I do any how) and he was even there for me at times when I needed him. Yet, even though he stated he didn't want to be w/ anyone else he couldn't commit to looking unavailable. I guess he wanted to keep his options open. When I was breaking things off he didn't even try to "make it work". I feel so dumb and used.
I mean all the signs had been there, I was just blinded. Well I know I'm the stupid one now if I waste any MORE time and feeling on him/the "relationship". Time to move on.
NOW FOR THE SUGAR
Out of no where came last boy's replacement. We have soooooooo many similarities and same interest it's...I don't want to sound too cheesy this soon. Time flies when we're together. The first 2 times we hung out we were shock to find out 4 then 6 hrs had passed JUST talking. The 3rd time we couldn't say good bye despite our dozen efforts. 12 hrs and a sunrise later we finally parted and we still didn't want to leave each other. It was amazing! The way he played w/ my hands and stared into my eyes to say how beautiful I was made my heart skip beats .He makes me feel really special. I think he's excited enough already to let people know what he has. I need that, not to feel like someone's secret.
I guess I was awakened to see the truth about chopsticks before I lost my opportunity w/ Ireland.
I was seeing/dating this guy for just about 6mos.Unfortunately, I recently broke it off. His words and his actions or lack of weren't level. For god's sake he still flirted and spent alone time w/ other girls. He even thought it was ok to spend a weekend w/ his ex-girlfriend that would make flirty jokes about "doing it" like they use to.(just one example, do you really wanna read about them all...lol)
I miss him and I was really starting to fall for him. We have some fun memories( I do any how) and he was even there for me at times when I needed him. Yet, even though he stated he didn't want to be w/ anyone else he couldn't commit to looking unavailable. I guess he wanted to keep his options open. When I was breaking things off he didn't even try to "make it work". I feel so dumb and used.
I mean all the signs had been there, I was just blinded. Well I know I'm the stupid one now if I waste any MORE time and feeling on him/the "relationship". Time to move on.
NOW FOR THE SUGAR
Out of no where came last boy's replacement. We have soooooooo many similarities and same interest it's...I don't want to sound too cheesy this soon. Time flies when we're together. The first 2 times we hung out we were shock to find out 4 then 6 hrs had passed JUST talking. The 3rd time we couldn't say good bye despite our dozen efforts. 12 hrs and a sunrise later we finally parted and we still didn't want to leave each other. It was amazing! The way he played w/ my hands and stared into my eyes to say how beautiful I was made my heart skip beats .He makes me feel really special. I think he's excited enough already to let people know what he has. I need that, not to feel like someone's secret.
I guess I was awakened to see the truth about chopsticks before I lost my opportunity w/ Ireland.
I feel so sick in the stomach though right this moment.I just found out that his ex that was in a relationship just happens to have become single in the last few days before she comes out to visit him. I can't believe I was soooo blind. Why lie and hurt me. I'm a good person!