current events.
sunday:shit hits the fan
monday:semi talked
tuesday:really great talk
wednesday:mood shift?he's distant
thursday:yet not determined
i don't know what happened yesterday.i thought our talk was great tues. not that everything is fine.this is a big issue to think over.plus it's made me think of the whole picture...our relationship.yet,i wonder why he was distant.because at this point he's made his mind up.it's up to me to choose the direction.i wanted to talk some more last night when i got home.i asked if things where ok w/him,creating opportunity to start a conversation. i didn't want to pressure him.i was ok last night not talking about it.but if something was on his mind i would very much want to know.
sunday:shit hits the fan
monday:semi talked
tuesday:really great talk
wednesday:mood shift?he's distant
thursday:yet not determined
i don't know what happened yesterday.i thought our talk was great tues. not that everything is fine.this is a big issue to think over.plus it's made me think of the whole picture...our relationship.yet,i wonder why he was distant.because at this point he's made his mind up.it's up to me to choose the direction.i wanted to talk some more last night when i got home.i asked if things where ok w/him,creating opportunity to start a conversation. i didn't want to pressure him.i was ok last night not talking about it.but if something was on his mind i would very much want to know.
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