gingerkiss

he's raped me of my time.
it's no waste to him just another throphy.
god how i hurt,god how i hate he has done this.
how did i love him so?!!!!?
i could have been w/ a man who was in love w/ me.
i could have been w/ a child and family.
but instaed i was w/ a liar. to me and himself.
i gave him my heart, body,mind and time.
he gave no respect to my being.
i believe he had moments of love towards me, i do.
some things a person can't fake.we shared many good times together.but in the END, none of it,none of it was worth it.
please, someone wake me up from this nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!