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I want to thank all those that sent my family and I warm thoughts regarding my father. His surgery was today and it seems to have went rather well. Since the cancer came back, he received a chemo treatment after the procedure.
We'll know more in a few weeks.

Its still hard for me to grasp some times that this is all really happening... the...
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wsoxfan:
I know exactly what you mean. I lost my dad when I was 18. He had just turned 54 years of age. We were very close, as I see you are with your dad. I still miss him.

I'm hoping for the best for you and your dad, as wel as for everyone else in your life.
agy:

Thanks for the sweet comment on my set, eh! I love my glasses too. Without them I would be super blind.. hehe.kiss kiss

I am glad to hear that your dad is feeling better. I am sure he's gonna be better in no time. :hug:
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Im so nervous about my father's surgery today. Its 1:30 am and I cant sleep!!! frown

I've been going over board with the internet, shopping and drinking! confused I haven't been this pathetic and broke since high school!

I'm missing my ex less but still upset that he's turned into a douche (he's not being my friend or even acknowledging me) tongue

I need a change. I just...
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gray138:
i hope your dad gets on ok sweetie!!!!! you will make the changes when you are ready!!! kiss kiss kiss
wsoxfan:
I'm keeping your dad in my thoughts.

It's a shame that your ex is not even acknowledging you. It's not the same as your situation, but I've just lost someone that I felt very close to (it's not my lady friend, it's someone I wrote to you about some time ago)). The worst part is that she hasn't responded to my attempts at contacting her if only to find out why she chose to end our friendship. I'm slowly putting her behind me, but it still hurts.

It's hard to make changes when there are important things weighing on your mind. It'll be easier once you get some relief from at least some of those things.

Hugs.
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Hope everyone had at least a nice Halloween!

Mine was wonderful. If you'd like to check out pictures go to my myspace. Im tired of resizing all my photos for this site. Actually, Im not really into this site much lately whatever

ttyl

xoxo to my dear friends on here. Thank you too for your sweetness...
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wsoxfan:
I can't believe all the people, young and old, that are struggling with finances. It's scary. It will take a lot of smarts and dedication by our next administration to help right the ship. I have hope that Obama is the person who can help turn our country around.

I continue to value our friendship and hope that everything works out for the best for you and yours.

xoxo
morningstar:
It's Wed. you didn't miss it.
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I need your help... please

Im not a religious person but Im proud to say Im spiritual.

My grandmother has been in and out of the hospital for numerous reasons this month. She's in again as of Monday. This time because of her heart. She's not telling us everything and as far as we all thought she was in pretty good health. So, we are...
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wsoxfan:
OMG. I'm sorry I didn't see this until now. I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I will definitely keep you in my thoughts and prayers from this moment on.

Please don't hesitate to call on me any time if you need a shoulder. I'll never forget how much you comforted me when I had my health scare this past spring. You made a real difference with your kind words and friendship. I'm more than ready to return the favor.
wsoxfan:
I'm glad you got a little diversion from your problems by celebrating Halloween.

I hope you're feeling better today. Thank you for taking the time to respond so graciously to my pm. Your friendship means a great deal to me.

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You'd be surprise of the things that happen at a renaissance faire.
What happens at faire stays at faire wink I had a wonderful weekend biggrin

Im a little under the weather though now. I went to bed naked and w/ a wet head of hair (all windows open tongue) and woke up w/ a sore throat and all achey. Its all worth it...

I have so...
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gray138:
i've been sick with a cold the past few days myself!!!!!!!!!! i hope you feel better soon hun!!!!!!!! kiss kiss kiss
morningstar:
What time you hitting Hell?
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I was given wise wisdom Saturday night...

Cheers to the fool who set me free. hehe. Cute phrase love

Really my biggest concern right now is... school. I hate it and want it to be over lol

Hope you wonderful people are doing great!

lots of kiss
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gray138:
hang in there with school sweetie!!!!! you can't get anywhere without it!!!!!!!!! just thought i would actually comment smile kiss kiss kiss
wsoxfan:
Your attitude about school is quite normal. Call it a necessary evil. It sounds like everything else is going pretty well. True?
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I hit rock bottom Monday but have stayed strong in a healthier fashion since.
I have family and friends to thank. You helped saved me that day.
I wanted to give up but was reminded I have been through much worse.

I don't know how I will care for this new life, new beginning within.
I know I need to love it and care for...
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jayfromdallas:
Hey I JUST got your comment that you added to one of my photo albums back in like June! ha ha ha not like I'm slammed with them or anything (you were the only one) tongue But I just wanted to say thank you Hope you had a good weekend smile
rayraythemanape:
Yeah, I never made the call. Glad you read and commented don't be a stranger red...
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incomplete


This morning I heard what I feared.
Love lost. Not just from the outside but within.
My moods have been in motion.
No sleep, no food, just moments of light.
Night terrors, nightmares have become a reality.
I thought of a solutions to help me sleep.
Fortunately Im not strong enough for that.
Hands held me. Hearts spoke to me.
The second half of...
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velvet_petal:
Ohhh, man. Sounds like you've been putting pen to paper and letting those moods pour out across the pages. I am here and I'm you're friend, in case you need to bounce any ideas off me or need a chat. Okay? smile
gray138:
kiss kiss kiss
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The trick to love is we only see the best in people when we see the best in ourselves.

Being positive when your heart hurts and your mind worries takes a kind of strength and patience that Im straggling to obtain.
I can't say I believe in a religion but I "pray" that peace comes to me swiftly.
I am human here on earth at...
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morningstar:
You first have to believe in the angel in you before others can see it.
I can see it... Can you?
velvet_petal:
I think we all wish for someone to see us for who we are and still love us. If we are unable to see the good in ourselves...it is hard to believe someone is being sincere in loving us. You have a lot of angel in you amidst the humanity....the right person will find value in the whole package.
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Im so hung over tongue A friend and I went on a bar crawl last night.
Way fun but way too much rum and coke. It was nice to fall asleep
in his arms w/ my head on his chest and not go home alone sad thinking about B. I never really
slept in B's arms that way. We would spoon but his chest was not...
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sydfloyd:
Awww. Well don't be too hard on yourself. For me it took the experience to help me make that personal rule of making breakups permanent.
lilli:
Hang in there, sweetie. kiss
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I have three emotional daggers
one in my stomach
one in my throat
and the big one is in my heart


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punt:
hang in there lady...

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B and I were trying to make it to Burning Man this year but it looks as though we wont. We dont really have the money and not really prepared for that kind of living for a whole week.
Instead we're going to take a trip up north, way up north. We'll stop at my mother's in Oakland for a night than go thru Napa...
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velvet_petal:
All relationships ebb and flow. I am glad you are taking each day as it comes and enjoying the experience as it happens versus putting too much pressure on things. Best of luck with all and whatever ultimately happens.

I am glad your dad is getting his treatments. I know I must be hard on both of you to go through this.
wsoxfan:
It sounds like you're where you want to be with your b. I hope you're happy and will remain that way.

I wish the same for your dad as you do, that the cancer never comes back. Doctors don't always know everything. I'll keep you and your dad in my thoughts.