gingerflower

I did the right this twice this weekend.
No giving in to what could have been deemed inevitable.

Don't think I've ever been so glad of anything in my life.


In FIVE DAYS __lostlewis__ and I shall be on our way to Amsterdam!
A long overdue holiday, a chance to have some fun.

I get the feeling it's going to be pretty special.

I have the feeling like I'm coming full circle, and it's a good thing.

Many things have been and are constantly changing. I am choosing to flow with them, attempting to re-sync with the universe, instead of fighting situations and ideas.
I've been constantly processing everything at the incorrect level for some time now.
Trying to think everything out to it's eventual conclusion, getting hung...
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hormones

it seems my poor little pmt'd brain has been hurting me
to the doctor i shall go
to plead not insanity
but hormonal dysfunction

thousands of woman wrongly diagnosed
with mental illnesses
bipolar disorder
anti depressants

why must we suffer this way?
not all woman
but some
plagued by this
unable to control it

i have been on the pill for ten years
for...
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Quite a productive day on a few fronts.
We finally got some cleaning done, got firmly back on track with the healthy eating and I've churned out a fair bit of written work.
PMT has been turning me into a maniac! (lol now, but not at the time) Shouted at some builders, swore angrily in front of children in the street. Decided to live in...
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Well here we are again getting that blog thing done. I've had very little sleep after a bit of a heavy night, but feeling good.
So yes, CONNECT! Connect was absolutely the best festival experience I've ever had, and furthermore, Saturday the 1st was the best birthday I can remember since my 16th!
I'm feeling pretty old I have to say. I know 25 is...
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Half of me is desperate to write a big long blog entry right now - but the other half will sit weeping until I get some sleep, so short and sweet for now.

I have left over crispy duck to munch on.

Watching Lewis sleep I am struck by how completely relaxed he looks and how utterly beautiful I find him. I'm still waking up...
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