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I have the feeling like I'm coming full circle, and it's a good thing.

Many things have been and are constantly changing. I am choosing to flow with them, attempting to re-sync with the universe, instead of fighting situations and ideas.
I've been constantly processing everything at the incorrect level for some time now.
Trying to think everything out to it's eventual conclusion, getting hung...
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twiggy:
Hey, I really like the poem, especially the verse about 'your happiness is your responsibility'
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dead_pixel:
i love you baby!
tonight was awesome.
lots of photos of the terrible two.
will see you tomorrow when i get back...
beardylove
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rael:
It was good to meet you the other weekend bytheway!
ikaruga:
many thanks! one less thing to worry about and all.
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hormones

it seems my poor little pmt'd brain has been hurting me
to the doctor i shall go
to plead not insanity
but hormonal dysfunction

thousands of woman wrongly diagnosed
with mental illnesses
bipolar disorder
anti depressants

why must we suffer this way?
not all woman
but some
plagued by this
unable to control it

i have been on the pill for ten years
for...
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vindice:
oh dear.

silly you. wink

hm, the pill does worry me. I'd like to go back on it but you wonder when you'll come off.
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kintoun:
You are a pair of crazy drug fuelled party machines!
ikaruga:
dunno if it's just me, but I'd say you look more sleepy than anything else in the first and last pics.
as for the middle one... well... you might have a point there.
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ikaruga:
good to have met you over the (somewhat blurry) weekend.
barny:
mwah! ooooooher hope ur having a good week. i so do not want to get on a train today, but the partying will be good. so i will try and move after a joint! eek.
love youxx
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Quite a productive day on a few fronts.
We finally got some cleaning done, got firmly back on track with the healthy eating and I've churned out a fair bit of written work.
PMT has been turning me into a maniac! (lol now, but not at the time) Shouted at some builders, swore angrily in front of children in the street. shocked Decided to live in...
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barny:
yay! can't wait to see you, the weekend is so close, so much to do hehe...
i'm wanting to feel good this week so lots of healthy eating too. food goes so quick when your cooking for two even if its veggies based!
kiss
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Well here we are again getting that blog thing done. I've had very little sleep after a bit of a heavy night, but feeling good.
So yes, CONNECT! Connect was absolutely the best festival experience I've ever had, and furthermore, Saturday the 1st was the best birthday I can remember since my 16th!
I'm feeling pretty old I have to say. I know 25 is...
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gingerflower:


gayballs:
happy late birthday
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Half of me is desperate to write a big long blog entry right now - but the other half will sit weeping until I get some sleep, so short and sweet for now.

I have left over crispy duck to munch on. smile

Watching Lewis sleep I am struck by how completely relaxed he looks and how utterly beautiful I find him. I'm still waking up...
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barny:
awesome photos! i can't wait to see you again!
are you feeling recovered?? xxxx
gingerflower:
Aw sweetie, you too! biggrin
I recovered just fine thanks - think I overdid it more last night than over the full weekend! tongue
xxxxx
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Yeay for the diet working.
Hurrah for feeling happier and healthier than I can remember feeling in years.
How wonderful it is to be in love, and to be loved in return.
My creative expressions are filled with sunshine and cheesyness - and I don't even care.

Playing house with __foreverlost__ is my new favourite game biggrin
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barny:
meow
is your kitchen been cleaned for ya now tongue

look forward to meeting you!
horay on the diet... but as i was telling lewis.. theres this wrong belief that people are meant to weigh like NOTHING>..
you should beware of that cos... for a breif month i weighed 9 stone and hey.. it was fun.. but i perfer being 10 smile
more huggable!
gingerflower:
Huggable wins every time! smile
The kitchen was, and still remains, immaculate - it's like living in a dream world! :p
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Yawn....Toast and tea before work can be such a delight. Feeling healthy for two minutes before I have strong black coffee and a fag :p
Wishing I could spend all day on the internets, but alas must go ready myself for work..
Shall be making awesome chilli tonight - and if the dish washing faerie makes an appearance before I get home so much the...
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dead_pixel:
hhahahahahahahahah nice try hotness...
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My skin is all kinds of bad today! I shall cocoon myself in various Dermalogica products and emerge smooth and flawless once again.
Work was very busy today, it flew in.
My Dad continues to be the most useful person I have ever known. He is the true man in my life.
I could really go a beer with this joint.....
dead_pixel:
Bloody stoner. shocked
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Well hello there folks. I'm so pleased to be back after such a long absence from the site, a lot has changed in four years and I'm having great fun catching up with everything I've missed out on. We have foreverlost to blame/thank for my return, some gentle persuasion will go a long way it seems.
This morning I have woken up on my couch...
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