If you could ask God anything what would it be?
I wouldn't ask for help, rather an explanainsion. What truly is our purpose? A friend of mine said to survive, thats just not good enough for me. Mice survive, surviving is nothing speacial, and we as human beings have to feel special. Which is the flaw in human design. If it was not for this...
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I wouldn't ask for help, rather an explanainsion. What truly is our purpose? A friend of mine said to survive, thats just not good enough for me. Mice survive, surviving is nothing speacial, and we as human beings have to feel special. Which is the flaw in human design. If it was not for this...
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Tom Delonge from blink 182 has a new band! Angels and Airways. i can't wait to hear it. i loved box car racer. saw them play a show in philly. it was a blast.
can't find my camera still. it sucks i have pictures i want to share!
my band is back together
i was sick last night, that sucked
scheduled my classes
i can't...
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can't find my camera still. it sucks i have pictures i want to share!
my band is back together
i was sick last night, that sucked
scheduled my classes
i can't...
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genevieve:
leave it to me to take it to a crass place...
genevieve:
perhaps a dark alley or two..
Hi guys!
i have an excuse for not being on lately and that is since its vacation time i haven't been around my computer for very long. The holidays were pretty good. one of my favorite presents was greendays bullet in a bible, those guys are my heroes! i got sam a bearded dragon that we have named scooter. he is soooo fat!
school starts...
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i have an excuse for not being on lately and that is since its vacation time i haven't been around my computer for very long. The holidays were pretty good. one of my favorite presents was greendays bullet in a bible, those guys are my heroes! i got sam a bearded dragon that we have named scooter. he is soooo fat!
school starts...
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_tab:
yeah, if its that easy maybe THEY should buy you the new car 
tinypixie:
well, maybe if you ask nice.... they can make a breif reappearance... 
i'm sory everyone! i know i promised to update earlier, but i have been so busy! but now i have so much to tell.
first off, school is killing me! i can not wait to finish next week which is the dreaded finals week. i can't wait... i just got so behind this semester because of my three weeks in arizona for gaurds. i hope...
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first off, school is killing me! i can not wait to finish next week which is the dreaded finals week. i can't wait... i just got so behind this semester because of my three weeks in arizona for gaurds. i hope...
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genevieve:
remember this?
well...
told you i was going to make you into a t-shirt...wasnt just a cheap pick up sg friends line...lol
well...
told you i was going to make you into a t-shirt...wasnt just a cheap pick up sg friends line...lol
persya:
that's awesome that genevieve made that picture into a shirt
well now, i've been tagged... interesting facts about me... this is going to be hard...
1) in highschool i was def. the confused kid! i played football (smallest line backer on the field), had leads in the musicals, played in the band, snow boarded, and played dungeons and dragons.
2) never had sex till I was nineteen, because of religous reasons and dreams of it...
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1) in highschool i was def. the confused kid! i played football (smallest line backer on the field), had leads in the musicals, played in the band, snow boarded, and played dungeons and dragons.
2) never had sex till I was nineteen, because of religous reasons and dreams of it...
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jamielee:
I don't think either extreme is better. A happy medium is probably the best thing.
slut_free_youth:
...whered you disappear to...
dont make me start missing you or any of that mushy bologna stuff
haha
dont make me start missing you or any of that mushy bologna stuff
haha
im sorry guys but im about to get all emo. i know i shouldn't because there are prob. alot other people out there who are worse off then me. but this is my little corner where i can say what i want to and get those deamons in my head onto somthing written.so fuck it, here it goes.
i miss my dad, all i ever...
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i miss my dad, all i ever...
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tinypixie:
::hugs:: i understand wanting to make your family proud. i'm sure they are proud, even if they don't say it.
and don't say you want to kill yourself. it's not woth it. trust me.
if you ever need to talk, i'm here for ya!!!
and don't say you want to kill yourself. it's not woth it. trust me.
if you ever need to talk, i'm here for ya!!!
genevieve:
My humble opinion:
1. she should not...i repeat, NOT move in with you. Not under these circumstances. If she wants to get away from her mom you shouldnt let her escape into you...there's just way too much co-dependency involved in that situation.
2. you should not feel wrong for not wanting her to talk to her ex. but you also shouldnt expect her not to do it. again it seems as though you are the trade off...the escape...i'm not in the middle of it but it all sounds way to familiar...i believe that all demons and baggage must leave on its own in order to for a happy relationship to emerge...
Perfect Scenario:
She moves out of her mother's house into her OWN apartment. with her own bills, life, job, etc. she is no longer remotely concerned with the ex. yeah they still talk but there is no emotion involved on her part and he doesnt get to her anymore. more importantly, he doesnt get to YOU anymore.
You understand that just because you love someone doesnt mean you need to be their savior. You can be loving, supportive, and a good person without having all the answers.
To be independant and confident in yourself is, in my opinion, the best way to enter a committed relationship...on both sides.
now...tag you it, give me 20 things interesting about you.
1. she should not...i repeat, NOT move in with you. Not under these circumstances. If she wants to get away from her mom you shouldnt let her escape into you...there's just way too much co-dependency involved in that situation.
2. you should not feel wrong for not wanting her to talk to her ex. but you also shouldnt expect her not to do it. again it seems as though you are the trade off...the escape...i'm not in the middle of it but it all sounds way to familiar...i believe that all demons and baggage must leave on its own in order to for a happy relationship to emerge...
Perfect Scenario:
She moves out of her mother's house into her OWN apartment. with her own bills, life, job, etc. she is no longer remotely concerned with the ex. yeah they still talk but there is no emotion involved on her part and he doesnt get to her anymore. more importantly, he doesnt get to YOU anymore.
You understand that just because you love someone doesnt mean you need to be their savior. You can be loving, supportive, and a good person without having all the answers.
To be independant and confident in yourself is, in my opinion, the best way to enter a committed relationship...on both sides.
now...tag you it, give me 20 things interesting about you.
All right, where to start, lots of STRESS and stuff...
yester day i went to the mall to spend some extra cash. i haven't been able to do that for a while so i decided to. i bought two new cd's, Allister's new one and also Wilhelm screams' new one. both realy good, though i prefer allister because i have always been a big fan!...
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yester day i went to the mall to spend some extra cash. i haven't been able to do that for a while so i decided to. i bought two new cd's, Allister's new one and also Wilhelm screams' new one. both realy good, though i prefer allister because i have always been a big fan!...
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persya:
thanks 
yes...i do have some scented candles...i love scented candles
and i've thought about that...the colored sheets thing...it's a good idea!
yes...i do have some scented candles...i love scented candles
and i've thought about that...the colored sheets thing...it's a good idea!
meta:
pssh, no, not moving to Vegas, just mildly tempted to dash off and have a weird drunken weekend culminating in a marriage or two.
whee!
whee!
Wow, thank you all for the birthday wishes! it was a good birthday! I just spent the last two weeks in Tuscan Arizona. I was there for the air guards. it was pretty fun. cool area. I got to go to Mexico, that was a blast! I have never been to mexico and it was def. a different kind of place. the only problem is...
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slut_free_youth:
if we ever went out on a date, i would be the one all tom hankish...
kourtnee b = rico suave. that's me
kourtnee b = rico suave. that's me
genevieve:
ooh goodie can we?!?!?
maybe you can just catch Al Gonzales for me and i'll shit on his face and set him on fire?
maybe you can just catch Al Gonzales for me and i'll shit on his face and set him on fire?
fuck love! i did it. i swore to myslef that i would not do it again. for the last two years i had built a perfect fortress around my heart. noone was getting in. i had some gfs but none that were ever close.
Then these summer i started hanging out with my ex from highschool. she had a bf and i was seeing someone....
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Then these summer i started hanging out with my ex from highschool. she had a bf and i was seeing someone....
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persya:
happy birthdayyy!!
i love the Alk. song radio.
classes are cool. my two history classes are going to kick ass!!!
Hockey and football season are starting soon!!!!!
bar night last night was a blast. got shit face then drank some more.
sin city tonight with my friends and a great dark irish beer, anyone know what it is.... kisses for the one who gets it.
classes are cool. my two history classes are going to kick ass!!!
Hockey and football season are starting soon!!!!!
bar night last night was a blast. got shit face then drank some more.
sin city tonight with my friends and a great dark irish beer, anyone know what it is.... kisses for the one who gets it.
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slut_free_youth:
alright mr. disappearance..
quit being busy and working and being responsible..
and be a slacker. k
quit being busy and working and being responsible..
and be a slacker. k
soiraile:
i love that song too
hope you are doing well
hope you are doing well
get at me, let me know whats new hunn
xoxo