i'm sory everyone! i know i promised to update earlier, but i have been so busy! but now i have so much to tell.
first off, school is killing me! i can not wait to finish next week which is the dreaded finals week. i can't wait... i just got so behind this semester because of my three weeks in arizona for gaurds. i hope...
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first off, school is killing me! i can not wait to finish next week which is the dreaded finals week. i can't wait... i just got so behind this semester because of my three weeks in arizona for gaurds. i hope...
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well now, i've been tagged... interesting facts about me... this is going to be hard...
1) in highschool i was def. the confused kid! i played football (smallest line backer on the field), had leads in the musicals, played in the band, snow boarded, and played dungeons and dragons.
2) never had sex till I was nineteen, because of religous reasons and dreams of it...
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1) in highschool i was def. the confused kid! i played football (smallest line backer on the field), had leads in the musicals, played in the band, snow boarded, and played dungeons and dragons.
2) never had sex till I was nineteen, because of religous reasons and dreams of it...
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jamielee:
I don't think either extreme is better. A happy medium is probably the best thing.
slut_free_youth:
...whered you disappear to...
dont make me start missing you or any of that mushy bologna stuff
haha
dont make me start missing you or any of that mushy bologna stuff
haha
im sorry guys but im about to get all emo. i know i shouldn't because there are prob. alot other people out there who are worse off then me. but this is my little corner where i can say what i want to and get those deamons in my head onto somthing written.so fuck it, here it goes.
i miss my dad, all i ever...
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i miss my dad, all i ever...
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tinypixie:
::hugs:: i understand wanting to make your family proud. i'm sure they are proud, even if they don't say it.
and don't say you want to kill yourself. it's not woth it. trust me.
if you ever need to talk, i'm here for ya!!!
and don't say you want to kill yourself. it's not woth it. trust me.
if you ever need to talk, i'm here for ya!!!
genevieve:
My humble opinion:
1. she should not...i repeat, NOT move in with you. Not under these circumstances. If she wants to get away from her mom you shouldnt let her escape into you...there's just way too much co-dependency involved in that situation.
2. you should not feel wrong for not wanting her to talk to her ex. but you also shouldnt expect her not to do it. again it seems as though you are the trade off...the escape...i'm not in the middle of it but it all sounds way to familiar...i believe that all demons and baggage must leave on its own in order to for a happy relationship to emerge...
Perfect Scenario:
She moves out of her mother's house into her OWN apartment. with her own bills, life, job, etc. she is no longer remotely concerned with the ex. yeah they still talk but there is no emotion involved on her part and he doesnt get to her anymore. more importantly, he doesnt get to YOU anymore.
You understand that just because you love someone doesnt mean you need to be their savior. You can be loving, supportive, and a good person without having all the answers.
To be independant and confident in yourself is, in my opinion, the best way to enter a committed relationship...on both sides.
now...tag you it, give me 20 things interesting about you.
1. she should not...i repeat, NOT move in with you. Not under these circumstances. If she wants to get away from her mom you shouldnt let her escape into you...there's just way too much co-dependency involved in that situation.
2. you should not feel wrong for not wanting her to talk to her ex. but you also shouldnt expect her not to do it. again it seems as though you are the trade off...the escape...i'm not in the middle of it but it all sounds way to familiar...i believe that all demons and baggage must leave on its own in order to for a happy relationship to emerge...
Perfect Scenario:
She moves out of her mother's house into her OWN apartment. with her own bills, life, job, etc. she is no longer remotely concerned with the ex. yeah they still talk but there is no emotion involved on her part and he doesnt get to her anymore. more importantly, he doesnt get to YOU anymore.
You understand that just because you love someone doesnt mean you need to be their savior. You can be loving, supportive, and a good person without having all the answers.
To be independant and confident in yourself is, in my opinion, the best way to enter a committed relationship...on both sides.
now...tag you it, give me 20 things interesting about you.
All right, where to start, lots of STRESS and stuff...
yester day i went to the mall to spend some extra cash. i haven't been able to do that for a while so i decided to. i bought two new cd's, Allister's new one and also Wilhelm screams' new one. both realy good, though i prefer allister because i have always been a big fan!...
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yester day i went to the mall to spend some extra cash. i haven't been able to do that for a while so i decided to. i bought two new cd's, Allister's new one and also Wilhelm screams' new one. both realy good, though i prefer allister because i have always been a big fan!...
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persya:
thanks 
yes...i do have some scented candles...i love scented candles
and i've thought about that...the colored sheets thing...it's a good idea!
yes...i do have some scented candles...i love scented candles
and i've thought about that...the colored sheets thing...it's a good idea!
meta:
pssh, no, not moving to Vegas, just mildly tempted to dash off and have a weird drunken weekend culminating in a marriage or two.
whee!
whee!
Wow, thank you all for the birthday wishes! it was a good birthday! I just spent the last two weeks in Tuscan Arizona. I was there for the air guards. it was pretty fun. cool area. I got to go to Mexico, that was a blast! I have never been to mexico and it was def. a different kind of place. the only problem is...
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slut_free_youth:
if we ever went out on a date, i would be the one all tom hankish...
kourtnee b = rico suave. that's me
kourtnee b = rico suave. that's me
genevieve:
ooh goodie can we?!?!?
maybe you can just catch Al Gonzales for me and i'll shit on his face and set him on fire?
maybe you can just catch Al Gonzales for me and i'll shit on his face and set him on fire?
fuck love! i did it. i swore to myslef that i would not do it again. for the last two years i had built a perfect fortress around my heart. noone was getting in. i had some gfs but none that were ever close.
Then these summer i started hanging out with my ex from highschool. she had a bf and i was seeing someone....
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Then these summer i started hanging out with my ex from highschool. she had a bf and i was seeing someone....
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persya:
happy birthdayyy!!
i love the Alk. song radio.
classes are cool. my two history classes are going to kick ass!!!
Hockey and football season are starting soon!!!!!
bar night last night was a blast. got shit face then drank some more.
sin city tonight with my friends and a great dark irish beer, anyone know what it is.... kisses for the one who gets it.
classes are cool. my two history classes are going to kick ass!!!
Hockey and football season are starting soon!!!!!
bar night last night was a blast. got shit face then drank some more.
sin city tonight with my friends and a great dark irish beer, anyone know what it is.... kisses for the one who gets it.
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slut_free_youth:
alright mr. disappearance..
quit being busy and working and being responsible..
and be a slacker. k
quit being busy and working and being responsible..
and be a slacker. k
soiraile:
i love that song too
hope you are doing well
hope you are doing well
another long ass week. played a couple of shows. had an extended drill weekend. and started school again. it is going to be a beast this year! Sorry i haven't been on. but now that im back living at ship i should be on here at a regure bassis. everone post and let me know how you have been doing!!!
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soiraile:
im never bored so all this work is a pain in the ass. I'm going to kick ass this semester though.
Well at least im going to try..
i think the bus system up here is going to be what keeps me in at night
Well at least im going to try..
i think the bus system up here is going to be what keeps me in at night
slut_free_youth:
yeah stop complaining about your classes now...ready to tell me "YOURE THE IDIOT"...
classes on tuesday and thursday:
first class: 830am.
last class on both days ends: 1020pm
4 classes, 3 labs.. 17 credits.
its a wonderful world. oh yes it is.
*loads the gun now*
classes on tuesday and thursday:
first class: 830am.
last class on both days ends: 1020pm
4 classes, 3 labs.. 17 credits.
its a wonderful world. oh yes it is.
*loads the gun now*
alright, sorry guys. long time no talk. My life has been super busy! Between work, getting ready for school, and the band i really have not had time to do almost anything else! I'm going to hope to write about what i have done this past forever.
Went to the warped tour. the show was a blast! i went with my band and the girl...
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Went to the warped tour. the show was a blast! i went with my band and the girl...
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soiraile:
i realllly wanted to go to the warped tour
im glad you had fun
im glad you had fun
sully:
thanks babydoll!
bar night, bar night, how i love bar night.
time to drink, time to drink, hope i get into a bar fight
this beer is for me, these shots for you
getting you drunk to take you to my room
so come to the bar, all close and all far
ill buy a round to good health and good cheer
turn of the phone, forget...
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time to drink, time to drink, hope i get into a bar fight
this beer is for me, these shots for you
getting you drunk to take you to my room
so come to the bar, all close and all far
ill buy a round to good health and good cheer
turn of the phone, forget...
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pandoradawn:
thanks for the greetings, i appreciate it.
hooray for bar night. i haven't had one in way too long.
hooray for bar night. i haven't had one in way too long.
slut_free_youth:
L word ... key word ... to run.
so if you are running, run this way? ok? alright
xoxo
so if you are running, run this way? ok? alright
xoxo
haven't been on here for a while.
the sumer is almost over and i have yet to take a trip anywhere. This sucks! I want to go somewhere even if its for like a night. this is the first time in forever that im staying in pa for the whole summer.... oh well, my real vacation is the winter. snowboard trip to canada.
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the sumer is almost over and i have yet to take a trip anywhere. This sucks! I want to go somewhere even if its for like a night. this is the first time in forever that im staying in pa for the whole summer.... oh well, my real vacation is the winter. snowboard trip to canada.
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slut_free_youth:
i think we should get in our undies and shake our bums together
slut_free_youth:
we can pretend you have one.. haha you can shake it regardless
Saw the movie immortal last night. verly wierd movie but I thought it was awlsome! It had egyptian gods and aliens!
Finished God Emperor of Dune. That book was just amazing. It wasn't so much the action as the dialoge that took place. Its basicily about the survivial of the human race and civilization. I just a nerd into that stuff...
Found somthing cool at...
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Finished God Emperor of Dune. That book was just amazing. It wasn't so much the action as the dialoge that took place. Its basicily about the survivial of the human race and civilization. I just a nerd into that stuff...
Found somthing cool at...
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sully:
wal-mart can be cool sometimes..I wish I found cool shit like that everytime I went..ugh.
have a good weekend!
have a good weekend!
persya:
haha one to tell the grandkids 
well...
told you i was going to make you into a t-shirt...wasnt just a cheap pick up sg friends line...lol