ginacherry

Just cause I am writing this does not mean I am giving up- perhaps I am just avoiding the inevitable? WHAT THE FUCK is going on? This is not the country I want to live in and it pissess me off cause I am an AMERICAN and I LOVE this country and I loolk at the popular vote and I look across the board at all the senate races, the gay marriage thing, the I-200 racist bullshit crap that was just pulled in AZ and suddenly I feel like I do not belong. What is happening? I fear that my right as a women to choose what to do with my body will dissapear very soon, that unless I am Christian and and war supporter, I will be alienated and hated. I don't understand- I am confused and it makes me so sad. I LOVE my country so much, but I can't ignore the fact that many people that live here want me to lead my life a certain way, are more than willing to give away their civil liberties without question- I am just in a pissy, fucking HORRIBLE mood- Unlike some that say they are going to leave the country, I think I really am gonna leave it for a while. All the grad programs that I have been applying for are all in the UK and right now, Ihope I really do get into school there. I am tired and I feel defeated- maybe I just need rest. CALI, the NORTHWEST and the NORTHEAST- come with me and make a new country- somwhere where there is hope-