I loved myself properly a little bit ago. No one else is going to stroke me like that, girlie-girl style. Grrrrr...Let me tell you, I'm one hot mama when I'm sexing myself up. I did the whole scene with wine and candles and lemongrass incense and Cat Power on the stereo. Reacquaint myself with a soft touch. It's been a long time since I've been...
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claudia:
oddly enough, i was having lewd daydreams while listening to cat power today as well. i think that means we're meant for each other.
gimmesatisfaction:
I think you're right, Claudia.
Hello friends and neighbors.
Im sick of hating on my hometown.
I spent the last two days tucked away in a little paradise--Who knew that radical, active, creative communities can exist anywhere, even in the heart of Mennonite country, a town where there still are horse-drawn buggy hitches in front of the stores?
It was very inspiring to me, and it made me think: So...
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Im sick of hating on my hometown.
I spent the last two days tucked away in a little paradise--Who knew that radical, active, creative communities can exist anywhere, even in the heart of Mennonite country, a town where there still are horse-drawn buggy hitches in front of the stores?
It was very inspiring to me, and it made me think: So...
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chiquita:
you have an excellent and refreshing attitude, lady. bring 'em down. raise 'em up. you rock.
Im thinking about palindromes right now. I was staring in the mirror, thinking about the symmetry of most things, and I ended up stuck on palindromes. Start at the nucleus, work in both directions. It is painstaking but rewarding to create such a carefully constructed code. Balance. Ive pored over letters until I was cross-eyed, trying to make them come together into the perfect palindrome....
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crispy:
er ... but it IS a palindrome if you change "I am" to "I'm".
isn't it?
isn't it?
caddok:
OOPS! Crispy is half right. I did mistakenly say, "I am" instead of "I'm", but a palindrome is a word or phrase that is spelled the same forward or backward. Mine was 2 phrases. It's clever enough to amuse your buddies at the bar but it's not technicly a palindrome.
*sigh* Always the bridesmaid...
-caddok
*sigh* Always the bridesmaid...
-caddok
Today we buried my grandmothers cremated remains, or cremains, as the funeral director calls them, on the family plot at a rural cemetery. Just my father, my mother and I squinting against the intense Indiana sunlight as the funeral director emptied what looked suspiciously like a pound of cocaine into a deep, square hole. Dust billowed spookily from the hole, like steam rising from the...
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marla:
I'm reading, too. I scattered my beloved dog's cremains after she died while I was on a really crappy x-mas vacation. She was already cremated when I got back. She was a real sweetie. graveyards are very interesting places. I like to look for the fresh graves. Reading obituaries and looking for the young ones is a bit sobering as well.
gimmesatisfaction:
Marla...I know what you mean about looking for the young ones in obituaries. I do that whenever I read the paper, always end up poring over the obits, trying to imagine how a person died, checking out who they "left behind."
Last night, I had the most elaborate dream. Actually, it wasnt quite a dream, because I was just laying in bed waiting for sleep to take hold, and all these entertaining images became a cohesive story in my mind, morphing and changing before my closed eyes like I was on Morphine. Or something stronger. I had taken a bunch of Kava Kava and Valerian a...
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stewd:
Kava Kava BAAAAD for you. Even more so in women... may be a carcinogen!!!
I'm reading "When Corporations Rule the World" by David Korten. It's Grrrrrrreeeeeaaaaaattttt. The perfect combination of statistics, personal observations and analogies. Very readable and compelling stuff, this is. All about how corporations have perpetuated this myth that the way to end poverty is through economic growth, when economic growth displaces and disenfranchises and gentrifies the people it's purporting to help. And how economists point to...
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gimmesatisfaction:
Oh, but it's not inherently broken, man. It's temporarily broken, and I believe we are on a clear, fast path to destruction right now, but it's not too late to put on the brakes. It's either that or self-destruct, and humans are far too self-interested to let that happen...at leat I hope.