Thursday Sep 15, 2005

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fuck this shit.
this site is utterly fucking disgusting.
skull
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xdollsteak:
dont talk to me again bitch
amadio:
Hmm, I don't think you'll care for the BDSM group if the main site isn't working for you. Sorry.

Tuesday Sep 13, 2005

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Orangejuice colored snot.
and The mice will nod sagely cause they listen before buying retainers.
There's a place on the corner of cherry street-
and I want you to try me.
because Im in no fucking mood.
Is it ridiculous or is it spacing out and coming home blank.
not here not now-
and I've been searching behind gauze and under fans.
I still can't...
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Sunday Sep 04, 2005

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I'm in vermont.
uvm.
got my nipples pierced. lip pierced.

Been sleeping on floors and musing how perfect it'd be if my nipples rotted off.

Really, I go to syracuse. It fucking blows. Ergo, many sleepless nights are spent on lawns and floors since I basically refuse to be there more than necessary.

I'm supposed to have thoughts and all I'm thinking
is this pen...
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Friday Aug 12, 2005

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yikes so I try to keep this journal light.
happy happy you know?

and making important things sound trivial. I dunno. makes it easier to handle sometimes.

I have an appointment tomorrow for the tattoo I want on my hand. serious like. discuss with artist time.

I appreciate the concern. they have. for my future job employment. but does it gotta be so belittling with...
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idiotsguide:
getting nervous about Cuse? Big College? Just be a good girl, that's all I ask.
gillywrist:
yeaaaa. bad heroin going around.
nervous? nah.

syracuse? vomitcity.
im hoping to find some cats who will bond with me in my despisement.

Friday Aug 12, 2005

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shit I'm on it.
fear of abandonment huh?

ok. entry. entry. entry.
well. I had therapy today. so I drove there. sat there for 40 minutes. and then realized it must not be thursday.

that's right. don't. even ask.
earlier today I was making love to the sweet bottle of wine my friend smuggled back for me from france.

it was awesome. i'm a lush....
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idiotsguide:
See, that's better. Don't you feel better, a little. Syracuse? You loaded? Sounds great. We should get some cafe con leche when you get a moment. You must be doing the Bed Bath and Beyond thing like and MF for college...that's what I remember doing the week before I left.
gillywrist:
syracuse cause their photojournalism kicks ass.
millions of shit to do. and final moneymaking efforts.
coffee? always. the rivervale dunkin donuts is my second home.

Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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ok. uh. active.

so I look like a niiiiightmare. my wisdom teeth were impacted? so they had to crack, snap, and drill em out of my jaw bone.

surgery was great. I was awake and ived/oxygened spacey and blinking. not a care in the world. I wish I could live that sometimes. maybe the past five years. just blinking and passing time until I was...
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longtimecoming:
you are a pretty jersey girl love
idiotsguide:
It is August 12. If you do not update your journal, I will find you at that shitty diner in Westwood with a satellite hooked laptop and make you do so. I like to see what my SG friends are up too and when there is a week between journals I begin to get that fear of abandonment thing.

Tuesday Jul 05, 2005

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ok. maybe I wont be a lazy fuckin asshole.

today im driving to the ballsack of jersey in my corolla because my brah yea. plays hockey in the summer.

and so onwards we shall go in traffic as thick as sasquatchs pubic hair.

-gillian ARRR!!!
jena:
Serial killer cards...I posted this to you in the group:

Ok well, I posted them in the swap meet group and 2 other people are interested. My deal was for anyone interested to email me what you want to pay and whomever offers the highest wins. smile

frenchy:
But, first there are a few rules:
1-You must be a member of SG for at least 60 days.
2-Regularly update your journal and/or be an active partcipant of the boards or other groups.
3-NO CREEPS OR LURKERS.

Be more active on SG and I'll approve you.