gillette

Times does fly. I turned 30 this summer and I have no idea where the years went!

Wow. Thank you wow. i dont know what to say. the whole scream fire, not rape thing- very good idea, i never really though about that -Funny thing is, normally i dont lack common sence as much as i did last night when all of that happened. - I grew up in a place where being molested, or being raped at least once, was a very common thing for women- and the sad thng is, it seems thats pretty much how it is all over the place now.

but with that came the whole, teach yourself as you grow way of looking at things, and the 'be paranoid, its better to be safe than sorry' way of looking at things- and it taught me a lot- I dont know exactly what i was thinking last night, i wasnt drunk, because i choose not to drink and drive. -but i dont know, i had that gut feeling, but kind of brushed it off- and now i think, thats when somthings going to happen ya know? as soon as you let your guard down- and push that gut feeling aside, thats when something is goign to happen. Im glad it didnt get to a worse point- and im glad ive learned something from it.

i had mace in my car, but living where i do, nothing like that really happens- so cleaning out my car, i once again lacked comon sence, and took it out of my car.. whihc was a big mistake, because just because somthing hasnt happend doesnt mean it never can- and of course thats the purpose for mace in the first place. so yah, i thought my mom had taken it out, but remembered cleaning out my car and taking it out.

Wow, i really appriciate what you took the time to say. -it made me think -and, wow, after that epesode, i need to do some thinking right? i really really appriciate that a lot- advice is a great thing to me, because a lot of times its really very helpful, if the person chooses to take the adivce, and i deffinantly am going to take it.

thank you, gillette- so much! -i was really speachless after reading that, because how many people that i talk to even in my everyday life give such great advice, and take the time to tell me what you did? is kind of what i thought- i mean, i told my mom- and she reacted by saying 'well, that was a stupid thing to do' which, of course it was- but what should i do, if that were to happen again? was kind of what i was looking for. -so, again, i appriciate it- you gave me more to think about and learn from it than my mom did. and that means a lot. *hug*

hi

MOM!

I completely agree!!! I have a niece and her mother gets her SUCH adult clothes. She always wants low rise jeans and things like off the shoulder shirts. Her mother gives her makeup.. and I mean DARK makeup and shoes with heels... She only *just* turned 7. Good thing is she doesn't live with her mother and doesn't see her that often so the exposure is minimal. All I can think of is "enjoy being a kid!!!" I miss having my only concern being if so and so will be my friend and whatnot.

omg hahahahahahaha

so funny.
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Hiya mom! i love your entries futons are cool, i miss mine. i hope he didnt end up getting rid of it

i hateee when people get rid of things, i own at leaast particialy without informing me, or asking me first.

good luck with everything!

I never lived long enough and often enough in hotels to hate it. Actually, I like the service... etc. I can see how, after many times, it would become boring.

In the end of the packing and movie, I hope you'll have *some* stuff left. !

vegas is not all good, it is too hot outside and too bright inside, however I hope you find your slice of surealist america.

-s

hahaha fun stuff. I miss being crystal. THe whole fake ame thing was fun untill i started making friends.... now that i have.... its like.. gosh, i consider you a friend... call me by my real name. ya know? its kind of akward somtimes.

le rocks! id love to meet you both one day! haha go out for some good vegan food or somthing!

take care

That happens all the time with my stepdad, and my sister..they like open fire on everyone all the time, becausemy sisters pregnant (and moodyof course) and my stepdad is alwayson these pain pills, which make him have a temper for whatever reason.

so, it happens a lot here- i usually ignore it, because i know they dont mean what they say-

whats up?

It seems like my whole family is going through wretched health problems right now.

This is for you:

*support and encouragement*

evrywhere i look someone lives in a little town even i live in a little town. You dont sounds too selfish, shit happens and when it does- you can only do so muhc for someone. -Right now is the worst time not to have a job, its awful. but people have to take responcibility for themselves, so it all kind of fits around that.

haha- it was a french kiss, so does that still count for impolite?

take care of you!

thanks for the funny story... I needed that

and I hate fasting and blood tests.... I have to do that next week.