Monday Mar 23, 2009

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I'm so lost...me, alone with my own thoughts. not a good idea. I just don't know how i could let myself fall like that...i was warned. but i can't help it. it would make things so much easier for her if i didn't, but i do. i hate to see her sad. i wish i could let go, for her sake. i'm so torn up. i'm pathetic. wish me luck on sleeping tonight.
amelinda:
good luck smile
perhaps we could stay up together, thinking simular thoughts?
trust me, its not you, its me.
my heart just isnt ready to let go, or ready to move on. I want to love again, and you truely do make me feel so loved, I just cant offer love back when I am so broken inside.
What kind of person am I do be so crule to you? To put you second...to put you last? How can you possibly love someone like that?

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