It's my birthday! Happy Birthday to me! Normally I would be more excited than I am today... but my long-term boyfriend just left me last Wednesday.... I hate to say it but I think he left me partly because he found out that I was a member of this site.... Which is wrong... He claimed that I was hiding it from him... and I wasn't...
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Awake again! As far as my life goes I think I have made mediocre attempts to making things better. Let's just hope that my I had not dug too big of ditches for myself. Otherwise I have no idea how I am going to get out of things if my ideas do not work out.
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grady31:
Have faith that things will work out for the best. 
newark:
I have a friend in Norman Okla., do you know nancy arnold ?
I have a friend in Norman Okla., do you know nancy arnold ?
I don't know why I do it or how I end up doing it all the time, but I just dig myself the biggest holes in all aspects of my life. Since I never know how to get out of them I just do nothing and my problems just get worse. Basically I hide my head in the sand.
bankky:
you and only you can change that. Been there, done that. I got fed up with my own stupidity and just one day decided to get my shit together.Cliche as it sounds, IF I COULD DO IT <THERES NO REASON YOU CANT AS WELL. SO what is it you done did, exactly?
grady31:
If you ever get tired of digging holes for yourself just let me know. Then you can join me because I'm always digging myself into holes, and they are big ones.
I think I am haunted! I am all right for now, but nothing ever turns out right. Lately I have been feeling like a teenager with all of the fantasies, but none of the opportunity or the carefree freedom. I used to think I could have everything I wanted, come to think of it now... I will never have anything I that I have wanted. 
loismustdie:
oh to be 16 again... i hear ya...
grady31:
It's funny how life turns out that way. But don't give up hope,you will find a way to get all that you want. 
So tonight I went out when I should not have, but I had a fantastic time. Since I have not been sleeping lately I went up to my place of work and had a few, got invited to play with some of my coworkers, maybe drank a little too much, or received too much second hand smoke. Who knows, but my involvement in the night...
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loismustdie:
this state is dead... 
dig your music choices... we like alot of the same stuff...
dig your music choices... we like alot of the same stuff...
loismustdie:
true true...
Another shitty night that I cannot sleep. I know for a fact that earlier I could have went to sleep, I felt it. Ahead of me tommorow is another non-productive day in which I will not be able to get out of bed. 
I'm lucky, my wife embraces my lifestyle and I embrass hers...dare I say, we're the best!
Anyway, CHICAGO, ahhh. A guilty pleasure fore sure (along with SUPERTRAMP and TOTO.)
Peace to you.