Well today is Chris B-day he is now uh.....28 
I am up too early cause I just couldn't sleep any longer, who knew that there was a 5am
I might need some pep pills later at Disneyland.
In other news my Mom had a spazz out again, it happens about every year.
She wants my Dad to leave but he won't so she decides that she wants to leave. She is going to take me and Chris with her cause we can't afford rent on our own (We can spare $400 a month not including utilities) She has already looked at a place in San Dimas on Amelia street (SO cool to live on my street) I'm not sure what started her off this time maybe cause my Dad started drinking again (he's had 2 DUI's and hard to go to AA ordered by court and he is in massive debt cause he can't budget for shit and he likes to gamble) or cause her car is going to cost over $600 to fix.
WE got home yesterday and dinner is on the table but no one was around I guess they were talking in their room. But she comes out and tells Chris that she is sorry that she can't give him any $ for his B-day. Then she goes off about how she has to get out for herself and that she can't take it anymore (the same old we hear all the time) And then she says that she is sorry and that she didn't want to ruin Chris' B-day. And she also asks us to pay rent $200 a month. Which is doable as long as we don't eat like ever, or do any extra shopping or fun stuff. If you do move (she might change her mind again in a few months) in December she says we can help out by $400 a month but Chris now wants to get a new job Why? Cause he works for my Dad and he is worried that my Dad will fire him if we all leave the house.
What hurts the most is we can only take 2 dogs with us out of 6 and a cat. That just pisses me off to no end and it made Chris cry last night. My moms thinking is that with us gone he won't be able to afford the house or bills on his own and then he is screwed. My brother is screwed too he got his hours cut for calling in sick so many times (his own damn fault) and he can't afford crap, plus he wastes all his money on golf and food and other things he can't afford. And my Grandma will have to go live with other Family, we don't want her anyway and no one else does either and we can't afford to put her in a home. But after 20 some years someone else should step up and take her damn it.
Ok that's it. I feel better just writing it all down. Tomorrow I will have to re budget everything, but right now I have to get dressed and do my hair and slather on SPF 50.
I am up too early cause I just couldn't sleep any longer, who knew that there was a 5am
I might need some pep pills later at Disneyland.
In other news my Mom had a spazz out again, it happens about every year.
She wants my Dad to leave but he won't so she decides that she wants to leave. She is going to take me and Chris with her cause we can't afford rent on our own (We can spare $400 a month not including utilities) She has already looked at a place in San Dimas on Amelia street (SO cool to live on my street) I'm not sure what started her off this time maybe cause my Dad started drinking again (he's had 2 DUI's and hard to go to AA ordered by court and he is in massive debt cause he can't budget for shit and he likes to gamble) or cause her car is going to cost over $600 to fix.
WE got home yesterday and dinner is on the table but no one was around I guess they were talking in their room. But she comes out and tells Chris that she is sorry that she can't give him any $ for his B-day. Then she goes off about how she has to get out for herself and that she can't take it anymore (the same old we hear all the time) And then she says that she is sorry and that she didn't want to ruin Chris' B-day. And she also asks us to pay rent $200 a month. Which is doable as long as we don't eat like ever, or do any extra shopping or fun stuff. If you do move (she might change her mind again in a few months) in December she says we can help out by $400 a month but Chris now wants to get a new job Why? Cause he works for my Dad and he is worried that my Dad will fire him if we all leave the house.
What hurts the most is we can only take 2 dogs with us out of 6 and a cat. That just pisses me off to no end and it made Chris cry last night. My moms thinking is that with us gone he won't be able to afford the house or bills on his own and then he is screwed. My brother is screwed too he got his hours cut for calling in sick so many times (his own damn fault) and he can't afford crap, plus he wastes all his money on golf and food and other things he can't afford. And my Grandma will have to go live with other Family, we don't want her anyway and no one else does either and we can't afford to put her in a home. But after 20 some years someone else should step up and take her damn it.
Ok that's it. I feel better just writing it all down. Tomorrow I will have to re budget everything, but right now I have to get dressed and do my hair and slather on SPF 50.
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