Monday Apr 14, 2003

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Dear Romeo,

The truth is. . . .

Wishful thinking of the impossible hurts when you get hit with the truth. . . I find its impossible on my part to be with anyone. Especial someone who is of good nature.
Broken dreams and promises of the future of us being together lost to lies.
I wish I could forget or at least not know the truth. I looked stupid not knowing to others but for me it was perfect because I didnt know.
What you dont know doesnt hurt you.

They ask now; whos your boyfriend? Who was your boyfriend? My voice crack when I utter no one was. It was all a joke. . .There hinting the pure fact of the matter I was played. I chuckle under my breath and say I had a boyfriend in a box. They laugh abit nervous at my comment not knowing if I am joking or not. Of course I am joking . . .tho I wish I wasnt. . . far more easier to deal with not ever having a relationship with someone then having one and finding out the truth you dont really know them.

Your loving broken one,
Candy
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nipponese:
I once thought I had this awesome relationship with a girl. I would call her everyday and send her naked pictures of myself. At first she wouldn't give me her address, but I managed to buy it for $300 off this skinny Chinese kid in the dorms. Her name was Natalie Portman. Then I got letter from her lawyer, after which I Ceased and Desisted.
kinto:
You can never ever really know anybody else apart from your own self (which is already very hard). There is no way into somebody else's mind. Sometimes you might get close for a little while, most of the time you're million miles away, even in the closest relationship. Love is not about knowing everything about the other one. It's about accepting them with all their flaws.

Once you accept this, your life gets easier smile

K

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