Ok so I am super bored! I twisted my ankle doing something really stupid this morning so like I am not allowed to do anything but stay still. . . thats hard for me to do. If u tell me to do something I will do nothing but if u tell me to do nothing I cant control myself but do something . . . ::sighs:: I want to run!
So this is the only journal I have not put a survey up in. . . so here is my survey. . . its not that good of one but it killed time. Thats always good!
[ name ]: Milna Candace Yera
[ nicknames ]: Candy,Bunnii,Toy,and Petshop are common ones. . . I have others but shit that will take forever to write up
[ born in ]: Queens, NY
[ resides in ]: Buffalo, NY
[ good student ]: Not really
[ eyes ]: Dark Brown
[ hair ]: brown
[ shoe size ]: 8-9
[ weight ]: 117lbs
[ height ]: 56
Last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: dont remember
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: 2 months ago
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: 2months ago
[ dyed your hair ]: few months ago
[ brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]: today
[ checked your e-mail ]: few minutes ago
[ cried ]: about 1 month ago
[called someone ]: 4hrs ago
[ smiled ]: when I woke up this morning
[ laughed ]: this afternoon
[ talked to an ex ]: earlier were still good friends
Do you...
[ do drugs? ]: rarely
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: yes
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: no
[ play an instrument? ]: do u mean like what I have played in the past? Hmmm flute and acoustic
[ believe there is life on other planets? ]: yea sure
[ remember your first love? ]: only had one
[ still love him/her? ]: its sad . . . I dont really feel anything for her. I care for her but I dont at the same time. Were like friends and its just complicated. . .
[ read the newspaper? ]: every other day
[ consider love a mistake? ]: not sure
[ like the taste of alcohol? ]:its nasty. . . but I drink it sometime. . I am trying to stop that.
[ believe in god? ]: I am spiritual but uuumm yea no. . .maybe so not sure
[ pray? ]: no
[ go to church? ]: No
[ have any secrets? ]: no one will get me . . . uuumm kinda . . .ppl know stuff about me but they dont and wont ever know the whole thing. . . not even I get the whole story to somethings that happen to me so yea there are secrets. . .
[ have any pets? ]: a bunny
[ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: sometimes. . . just that u dont ask to see my tits right away. . . I dont care to talk to ppl like that.
[ wear hats? ]: I like to wear beanies with ears in the winter
[ have any piercings? ]: 1 hole on each ear and then a tongue ring. . .its nothing all that special
[ have any tattoos? ]: Wings on my shoulder blades
[ hate yourself? ]: no actually like myself. . . weird hu?
[ have an obsession? ]: plenty. . . no umm I obsess every so often but usually get over it fast. . . its usually about boys
[ have a secret crush? ]: not sure. . . thats why there called a secret crush!
[ collect anything? ]: hmmmmmm Im a art supply whore! Lol I have a shit load of art supplies in my studio. . .I dont even know why I got some of the things I got down there. . .
[ have a best friend? ]: not any more. . .ppl are just friends right now. . .now if u ask me who thinks I am there best friend. . . I can tell u a few think that.
[ like your handwriting? ]: Jeez! I cant even read my chicken scratch!
[ have any bad habits? ]: habits hmmmm. . . I sleep too much and I stair a lot and tend to mumble to myself when I am drawing.
[ care about looks? ]: my own looks? Are u serious? Uuumm kinda not really I dont care. . .I am the type that rolls out of bed in PJs and actually has the nerve to go to school in them and ur asking me that? Uummm next question. . .
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: ::grins:: I have dated every type of guy u can think of. . .uuumm about looks I dont care about looks as much as personality. . . dont most?
[ friends and other people? ]: hu?
[ believe in witches? ]: kinda
[ believe in satan? ]: lol hmmmm no
[ believe in ghosts? ]: kinda
Current...
[ dress ]: baby blue PJ bottoms and a orange hoddie
[ mood ]: Sleepy in the I dont care mood
[ make-up ]: nothing
[ music ]: Queens of the Stone Age
[ taste ]: Pixie sticks ((I am going to be bouncing off the walls in a few minutes. I really shouldnt eat sugar late at night))
[ hair ]: bedhair
[ annoyance ]: theres a few. . .my number one right this moment is when ppl say I am going to call u but they dont. . . I try not to care any more but its kinda hard to still. . . also ppl who say they are fat but arent. .
[ smell ]: vanilla
[ thought ]: I should do something constructive other then rot here. . . also ouch my ankle is killing me. . . someone give me lots of drugs please!
[ fingernail color ]: black and pink
[ refreshment ]: water
[ worry ]: I dont care so uuumm yea
[ crush ]: we know this already I dont want to talk about it. . . lol really I just dont care any more. Lets see who can I crush on. . . ok I will make up a guy in my head. His name will be. . . hmmmmmmmm get back to me on that one
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: Winona Rider
Last person...
[ you touched ]: Daniel
[ you talked to ]: Krist
[ you hugged ]: Krist
[ you Instant messaged ]: Alishia . . . my ex
[ you yelled at ]: my mom. . . well actually she yelled at me. . . shes mad all my guy friends eat everything in the house heh
[ who broke your heart ]: Alishia
[ kissed ]: Krist
hmmm thats all for now I guess. . . ok now time to go back to bed and dream.
So this is the only journal I have not put a survey up in. . . so here is my survey. . . its not that good of one but it killed time. Thats always good!
[ name ]: Milna Candace Yera
[ nicknames ]: Candy,Bunnii,Toy,and Petshop are common ones. . . I have others but shit that will take forever to write up
[ born in ]: Queens, NY
[ resides in ]: Buffalo, NY
[ good student ]: Not really
[ eyes ]: Dark Brown
[ hair ]: brown
[ shoe size ]: 8-9
[ weight ]: 117lbs
[ height ]: 56
Last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: dont remember
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: 2 months ago
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: 2months ago
[ dyed your hair ]: few months ago
[ brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]: today
[ checked your e-mail ]: few minutes ago
[ cried ]: about 1 month ago
[called someone ]: 4hrs ago
[ smiled ]: when I woke up this morning
[ laughed ]: this afternoon
[ talked to an ex ]: earlier were still good friends
Do you...
[ do drugs? ]: rarely
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: yes
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: no
[ play an instrument? ]: do u mean like what I have played in the past? Hmmm flute and acoustic
[ believe there is life on other planets? ]: yea sure
[ remember your first love? ]: only had one
[ still love him/her? ]: its sad . . . I dont really feel anything for her. I care for her but I dont at the same time. Were like friends and its just complicated. . .
[ read the newspaper? ]: every other day
[ consider love a mistake? ]: not sure
[ like the taste of alcohol? ]:its nasty. . . but I drink it sometime. . I am trying to stop that.
[ believe in god? ]: I am spiritual but uuumm yea no. . .maybe so not sure
[ pray? ]: no
[ go to church? ]: No
[ have any secrets? ]: no one will get me . . . uuumm kinda . . .ppl know stuff about me but they dont and wont ever know the whole thing. . . not even I get the whole story to somethings that happen to me so yea there are secrets. . .
[ have any pets? ]: a bunny
[ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: sometimes. . . just that u dont ask to see my tits right away. . . I dont care to talk to ppl like that.
[ wear hats? ]: I like to wear beanies with ears in the winter
[ have any piercings? ]: 1 hole on each ear and then a tongue ring. . .its nothing all that special
[ have any tattoos? ]: Wings on my shoulder blades
[ hate yourself? ]: no actually like myself. . . weird hu?
[ have an obsession? ]: plenty. . . no umm I obsess every so often but usually get over it fast. . . its usually about boys
[ have a secret crush? ]: not sure. . . thats why there called a secret crush!
[ collect anything? ]: hmmmmmm Im a art supply whore! Lol I have a shit load of art supplies in my studio. . .I dont even know why I got some of the things I got down there. . .
[ have a best friend? ]: not any more. . .ppl are just friends right now. . .now if u ask me who thinks I am there best friend. . . I can tell u a few think that.
[ like your handwriting? ]: Jeez! I cant even read my chicken scratch!
[ have any bad habits? ]: habits hmmmm. . . I sleep too much and I stair a lot and tend to mumble to myself when I am drawing.
[ care about looks? ]: my own looks? Are u serious? Uuumm kinda not really I dont care. . .I am the type that rolls out of bed in PJs and actually has the nerve to go to school in them and ur asking me that? Uummm next question. . .
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: ::grins:: I have dated every type of guy u can think of. . .uuumm about looks I dont care about looks as much as personality. . . dont most?
[ friends and other people? ]: hu?
[ believe in witches? ]: kinda
[ believe in satan? ]: lol hmmmm no
[ believe in ghosts? ]: kinda
Current...
[ dress ]: baby blue PJ bottoms and a orange hoddie
[ mood ]: Sleepy in the I dont care mood
[ make-up ]: nothing
[ music ]: Queens of the Stone Age
[ taste ]: Pixie sticks ((I am going to be bouncing off the walls in a few minutes. I really shouldnt eat sugar late at night))
[ hair ]: bedhair
[ annoyance ]: theres a few. . .my number one right this moment is when ppl say I am going to call u but they dont. . . I try not to care any more but its kinda hard to still. . . also ppl who say they are fat but arent. .
[ smell ]: vanilla
[ thought ]: I should do something constructive other then rot here. . . also ouch my ankle is killing me. . . someone give me lots of drugs please!
[ fingernail color ]: black and pink
[ refreshment ]: water
[ worry ]: I dont care so uuumm yea
[ crush ]: we know this already I dont want to talk about it. . . lol really I just dont care any more. Lets see who can I crush on. . . ok I will make up a guy in my head. His name will be. . . hmmmmmmmm get back to me on that one
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: Winona Rider
Last person...
[ you touched ]: Daniel
[ you talked to ]: Krist
[ you hugged ]: Krist
[ you Instant messaged ]: Alishia . . . my ex
[ you yelled at ]: my mom. . . well actually she yelled at me. . . shes mad all my guy friends eat everything in the house heh
[ who broke your heart ]: Alishia
[ kissed ]: Krist
hmmm thats all for now I guess. . . ok now time to go back to bed and dream.
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scattershot:
well ain't we the great psycho-analyst.
flakaseagulls:
hey yeah thanks. i agree, the only way to slay a demon is to face it, bc running only gives it a permanent seat on your back. still, the feelings can be strong at times. hope yoru ankle gets better quickly, summer can be a shit-ay time to be layed up. things seem to be in relative order though, although i have a shitton of make-up effort ahead. beats doing crack though.