ok so i have made that grim decision to click STOP PAYMENT. some things are going on in my life where I need to be out there instead of being in here.
weep weep.
parting is such sweet sorrow
but i'd still like to stay in touch, so whoever cares can give me an email address or an IM. mine is:
notlikespears@yahoo.com
i love you...
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weep weep.
parting is such sweet sorrow
but i'd still like to stay in touch, so whoever cares can give me an email address or an IM. mine is:
notlikespears@yahoo.com
i love you...
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have you ever been told the you'll be judged by the company you keep? "if you keep shitty company, youll be treated shitty."
who's to say? who's to judge the quality of my friends? who's to try and rationalize with me all the reasons why hes not a good friend, and doesn't even know the person? it makes me feel like friendship is bought and...
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who's to say? who's to judge the quality of my friends? who's to try and rationalize with me all the reasons why hes not a good friend, and doesn't even know the person? it makes me feel like friendship is bought and...
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evileyejones:
U definitely know my face but not my sg name.
(ok ready for this?)
I'm cupofkarmas' younger brother 's friend. I'm up at the lounge almost every weekend. The tall guy, usually with a sleeveless shirt of some sort. If you still don't remember, i'll just say hi next time.....
(ok ready for this?)
I'm cupofkarmas' younger brother 's friend. I'm up at the lounge almost every weekend. The tall guy, usually with a sleeveless shirt of some sort. If you still don't remember, i'll just say hi next time.....
supernovice:
*breathes heavy sigh of relief*
Whew! You're still here!
Just thought I'd stop by and say hi. How's the prettiest girl in Texas?
Whew! You're still here!
Just thought I'd stop by and say hi. How's the prettiest girl in Texas?
Texas Chainsaw Massacre~~putting texas on the map once more. I think its safe to say that thats one of them most gorey movies I've seen...and i left the theater with the most advance state of anxiety ive had in a while
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supernovice:
I was shipped away... But now I'm home and, oh, how good it feels.
ellebelle:
awe.
I can only imagine!
*hugz*
Anxiety sucks. I doubt Id be into the Chainsaw shit. It totally freaked me out as a young teen.
xoxox~ Elle
I can only imagine!
*hugz*
Anxiety sucks. I doubt Id be into the Chainsaw shit. It totally freaked me out as a young teen.
xoxox~ Elle
i need something new.
im suffocating.
weighted.
bonded by imaginary chains.
by my own weaknesses.
i crave that feeling.
like the cold tingle of noxema.
the peaceful softness of contentment,
or the burn of excitement.
ehlp pleh eplh help
im suffocating.
weighted.
bonded by imaginary chains.
by my own weaknesses.
i crave that feeling.
like the cold tingle of noxema.
the peaceful softness of contentment,
or the burn of excitement.
ehlp pleh eplh help
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phear:
I filtered out the many tracks in my head and narrowed the lyrics down to the one and only Concord Dawn.
heh, only took me a few days. sheesh.
heh, only took me a few days. sheesh.
ellebelle:
I love the cold feeling of Noxema. Unfortunately it always makes me smell like piss a couple hours after using it. I love it when my face feels like a Hauls metholatem losenger.
last night blew...hadn't seen THOSE people in awhile...remembered why i usually decide against it.
ran into THAT GUY..wierd and akward...
dealt with filthy abnoxious drunks with voice modulation/throat cancer symptoms...
^ told me i was a psycho bitch (lol)...
saw BMAC for the first time in 5 years...hes different, changed as Universities can..."tee times at 9 with pop and his associates" bllaaah...
^ got pissed...
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ran into THAT GUY..wierd and akward...
dealt with filthy abnoxious drunks with voice modulation/throat cancer symptoms...
^ told me i was a psycho bitch (lol)...
saw BMAC for the first time in 5 years...hes different, changed as Universities can..."tee times at 9 with pop and his associates" bllaaah...
^ got pissed...
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twasbrillig:
That sounds like an awesome idea for a tat. I always wanted to get a jabberwocky...which i suppose is just a dragon type creature...with the first stanza of "Jabberwocky" scrolling around it in gothic letters. I don't think I'll ever do it though...like I say in my profile, I'm very indecisive.
I know the poem by heart. Sometimes in school when I don't feel like paying attention I write it out on the back of my notebook. It's actually on the back of every notebook from each semester I've been at college; along with the poem from "Willy Wonka..." when they're on that acid trip boat ride.
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I know the poem by heart. Sometimes in school when I don't feel like paying attention I write it out on the back of my notebook. It's actually on the back of every notebook from each semester I've been at college; along with the poem from "Willy Wonka..." when they're on that acid trip boat ride.
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twasbrillig:
One, two! One, two! And through and through, the vorpal blade went snicker-snack. He left it dead and with his head, he went galumphing back...
so often i sit with my journal, pouring out questions, so eager to discover the meaning of my existence, regergitating all my doubts, all my yearnings, all my insecuities. looking back at past entries (non SG) i find something quite different than what i had at the time. in them i find the very answers to the questions i was asking...i find poetry and insight....
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jia:
"the soil...it strangles me"
P-town is good for fun, but if you're looking for some thinking time... trees and lush green existance does it for me... Sandy Oregon is a great place for that. It's on the way to Mt. Hood.. there is lots of untouched space. you could get a room in the town and just romp around and climb trees. I'm not sure where a good place to find oneself would be...I find and lose myself on a daily basis. I hope you find a wonderful space.
"the soil...it strangles me"
P-town is good for fun, but if you're looking for some thinking time... trees and lush green existance does it for me... Sandy Oregon is a great place for that. It's on the way to Mt. Hood.. there is lots of untouched space. you could get a room in the town and just romp around and climb trees. I'm not sure where a good place to find oneself would be...I find and lose myself on a daily basis. I hope you find a wonderful space.
lucky7:
You must always listen to what your sould cries, it holds the answers! I am feeling extremely pleased with how abnormal my life is these days & my abnormal views! Power to the nonsense!!! 
so the ass pics are posted..patience proved to be a virture take a look!
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gieshab:
o stop it 
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ellebelle:
I always have trouble finding girl 6 when I want to watch it.
Blockbuster never HAS it~ EVER! Fuckers!
Sometimes depending on what Hollywood Video is near you- you can sometimes rent it.
I think the last time I rented it- was from a Hollywood video in Austin TX. Good luck in your search! BTW~Hows is TX?
Super hot ass pic's by the way!
LOL-My favorite Line from natural Born Killers is- "Do you think Im sexy now? Mother Fucker?" As Juliette is kicking the shit outta that old trucker fat guy! Rawk!
Love and Light- Elle xoxoxoxox
Blockbuster never HAS it~ EVER! Fuckers!
Sometimes depending on what Hollywood Video is near you- you can sometimes rent it.
I think the last time I rented it- was from a Hollywood video in Austin TX. Good luck in your search! BTW~Hows is TX?
Super hot ass pic's by the way!
LOL-My favorite Line from natural Born Killers is- "Do you think Im sexy now? Mother Fucker?" As Juliette is kicking the shit outta that old trucker fat guy! Rawk!
Love and Light- Elle xoxoxoxox
i had this great dream last night...
about cirque de puree (simpsons) and running amuck, and good friends...jubilation
i woke up feeling very content...laid eyes on my one tru love (my dogg) and was happy
went to a wedding the other day. it was so beautiful. im such a sucker for romance. it made me want to get married, although i don't want a traditional...
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about cirque de puree (simpsons) and running amuck, and good friends...jubilation
i woke up feeling very content...laid eyes on my one tru love (my dogg) and was happy
went to a wedding the other day. it was so beautiful. im such a sucker for romance. it made me want to get married, although i don't want a traditional...
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alexisnicole:
I just got around to uploading the pictures of your ass (and everything else from that night) ... the link is under my recent journal entry.
Oh, and pets are much cooler than humans could ever be. Lately I blow off people just to hang out with my cats and watch movies.
Man, I sound lame.
Oh, and pets are much cooler than humans could ever be. Lately I blow off people just to hang out with my cats and watch movies.
Man, I sound lame.
fading:
Oh my Lord... B, is that you in photo 10, etc.? *sighs*
i think every idiot in dallas decided to go to the lizard louge last night
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supernovice:
PATIENCE, n.
A minor form of despair, disguised as a virtue.
A minor form of despair, disguised as a virtue.
jia:
actually, i've just started trying to sell things on ebay. i haven't sold a damned thing yet. i need the cash and have many many other things to sell, i was just testing it out, and so far, it isn't going very well. but that's how the cookie crumbles. i'm too boring to search for bizarre things on ebay. i usually find bizarre things in dumpsters though. we found a ring with a holographic virgin mary on it once. what's the strangest ebay item you've seen?
a blind man feels
the wickedest taste is exquisite
he can hear me loud and clear
or smell fear in the air
w/o sight he gains insight
and lets me see
his real self
not what he wants me
to percieve him to be
perception is deception
without the facts you keep guessin
the wickedest taste is exquisite
he can hear me loud and clear
or smell fear in the air
w/o sight he gains insight
and lets me see
his real self
not what he wants me
to percieve him to be
perception is deception
without the facts you keep guessin
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lucky7:
ooooh, I just saw Jia as one of your favs....they don't give you enough room to list all your fav's on here! lol
So, how goes it?
I met a guy that lives in Dallas on my phone....long story....kinda
So, how goes it?
I met a guy that lives in Dallas on my phone....long story....kinda
silencenoir:
very nice to meet you too if you have any other dreams like you had, be sure to let me know
enjoy your weekend!
if you have any other dreams like you had, be sure to let me know
enjoy your weekend!
so i was out running around today for the first time in like 3 weeks. i was hunting for my naughty school girl outfit for saturday night...unfortunatly i can't enter the contest cause i work there but the outfit is pretty hot...
cut the bottom off of a four year old's plaid dress to make into my skirt...
got the thigh highs (by the way...
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but the outfit is pretty hot...
cut the bottom off of a four year old's plaid dress to make into my skirt...
got the thigh highs (by the way...
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fading:
I will be hiring soon I hope, and my "beer bitches" will be the highest paid in town!
fading:
You'll be the first to know. Promise.
so the swollen lymphnode (in the groin by the way) turned out to be a huge egg sized puss-pocket...the doc says maybe a bacterial infection from shaving there (???). anyway, i had to get a needle stuck into it one day to drain it, and then it recollected, so they had to cut it open to drain all the puss
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silencenoir:
Hi there!
Wow, you had a dream of me? well of my name anyway? how strange is that. Was it good at least? teehee
I sometimes dream of random people too...but never someone I never talked to before. I think that's cool
ick @ the puss pocket...hopefully that'll be gone soon!
Wow, you had a dream of me? well of my name anyway? how strange is that. Was it good at least? teehee
I sometimes dream of random people too...but never someone I never talked to before. I think that's cool
ick @ the puss pocket...hopefully that'll be gone soon!
supernovice:
Puss-Pockets?
Frozen food, aisle 3, next to the Freschetta frozen pizzas - may I help who's next in line, please?
and now something helpful to go along with my incredibly witty nonsense above... Let's see... Ah. You like female vocals? Check out my favorite chick band: Pretty Girls Make Graves if you've never heard them. They rock.
Hope you feel better.
Frozen food, aisle 3, next to the Freschetta frozen pizzas - may I help who's next in line, please?
and now something helpful to go along with my incredibly witty nonsense above... Let's see... Ah. You like female vocals? Check out my favorite chick band: Pretty Girls Make Graves if you've never heard them. They rock.
Hope you feel better.
Did you ever read that Non- Conformity shit on the www.powergothgirls.com site? So freaking funny!
Anyway..that sucks we haven't really gotten a chance to discuss movies other movies yet.
I almost rented Kissing Jessica Stein this weekend cuz I remembered seeing it in your profile. My choice ended up being Ameili the french flick. It was good by the way. I'll get the Kissing Jessica Stein next week for sure.