So my father died over last weekend. I've had to spend a lot of time with family I haven't seen in a long time. Am I a bad person because when I was with my family and at the funeral I felt nothing at all? Maybe because I'm a paramedic and I see death all the time?
brokenbyone:
I'm sorry for your loss. I don't think you are a bad person either. We all have different ways of dealing with death. I'm a nurse and have seen death alot as well. There's patients that hit me harder then others. Everyone's relationships with their family is different as well. When I went back home to see family I didn't feel anything either. It's like I don't even know them. Just take it one day at a time. I don't think this was any help but at least I understand where you're coming from. Take care 