Only thing think about is ending my life, but can't think like that have not worked in 3 weeks, me wife fighting more I have put ove 40 job ap's in last 2 weeks, did 15 call back today pretty much no one is hiring, filed for unemployment last week got denied, I got fired from job back in Feb 2019, been doing good I restore old cars I had good job restoring a 55 Chevy lasted about 1 year 2 months been doing odd and end stuff make ends meat but like everyone else "Broke", but way things are people getting tight with there cash so I might make $50.00 a week or nothing, I hate say it might have go back fast food I guess that means cutting my beard off......which don't want do, but if have to I will. I am more or less to point saying fuck it, I never have theses feeling but maybe I get miracle get job, rents due, cell due, light bill coming up, wife taking all the slack and blaming me, goes she has no "spending" money. I have sold alot tools in last few days on Facebook, bad thing is I need them work with so its a win or lose game. Honestly i sit here type this really don't care. I hobbyist knife maker I make a few here and there so that been down too.. So ask anyone out there if got extra money and need really cool gift foe some check out my page on facebook all I ask....thanks be safe everyone
Jeff
