ghettoblaster

My life has been turning over on itself, over and over since the holidays.

I still love someone, who may or may not love me.

I have faith though, that things will get better, whatever better is. Well, if not faith, hope at least. If only she had more tolerance for me. If she could she how hard I try.

Oh and by the way, I hate this website. I wish my membership would expire. The CE boards are exclusively populated by left leaning elitists. And almost to a girl, the SGs are terribly unattractive. I only stay at all to run SG Military...

I had a dream. It was unnerving. A big smiling pig, dressed in a bloody butchers apron and wearing an old fashioned paper short order cooks hat was playing a piano. The piano was made of rusted cast iron and instead of hammers hitting wire, there were butchers knives chopping into flesh with every keystroke. The flesh had been minced into a sluice of gore that was leaking from the bottom of the piano at the seams.

Word. Thats pretty fucked up. I never have nightmares.