I am lingering in darkness, fading into the shadows. Immortality, this curse of life, the promise I made to live, now tears at the very heart of me. Every sunrise brings another day trapped in this existence. I am a doting father to a stillborn child, a devoted husband to a suicide bride. How much longer till this hell subsides. I am the waking dead, praying for the day, I wont wake up and find myself alive.
murder_tramp:
If you're the waking dead then maybe all you need is some good ol' fashioned sleep. *wink
~Trampy
~Trampy
geth420:
Thanks for the sugesstion. I've been taking valarium root and melatonin, but I'm still so restless. Then when I do finally sleep, it's not real it's just the illusion of sleep. My mind is still aware of whats going on around me and refuses stop being in this bizare alert state.