My Dear SG World.
I feel like I haven't been writing enough nowhere recently. I need to make space in my head and the best way to do so, is with journaling, don't you think?
As I don't carry a handwritten journal anymore, I think I still need some place to vent, to exist, and to talk about stuff that is not always sunny or glittery like life on the internet is.
First of all, can we talk about how we are holding up so fucking tight since more than a year??? I don't know how Covid looks like where you are, but here, it's still really intense sanitary mesures, curfew at 8 pm, and mostly like " you can't do anything except for going to stores to help the economy not crashing too low" ...
It's getting depressing, especially since I usually work at night as an hairstylist, so my shifts has been cut since I now must close the salon at 7pm. 45min close, and 15 short minutes to get back home. Always stressing over time, until I feel imprisoned again.
I thought it would allow me more time to shoot more content, but the fact is that after my shifts, even if they are shortened, I am still extremely exhausted when coming home, and I just want to curl up in a ball and get taken care of. Usually, my real live Subs would take care of that, but as much as I touch people at work, I'm forced not to see anyone outside of work, so my dear servants cannot come and take care of their Mistress. Bdsm online is fun, but not as fun as getting a massage and some chores done by somebody totally consenting to do so, indulging both of our fantasies.
I just feel that it's unfair to touch so many people but am forbidden to see my loved ones. They only allow contacts for work, so here's some collabs I did in the past weeks, to feel like I could see my friends even if it was for work.
With my one and only @hellizabeth for THE SMOKING SUICIDE PROJECT : our free fanpage ^_^
This collab I did with my friend MISTRESS ISYS will be available on my own FANPAGE, are you subscribed yet?
I'm so in love with this collab I made with my Friend GINA FLASH , also available on both of our fanpages!
I had my friend HEYSWEETSOPHIE making me smoke my first full cigar and JEEZ i loved it so much. The full 50 min FIRST CIGAR INTERVIEW is to be released sooooon! I'm so freaking excited.
And yeah. I'm actually really grateful to have seen those amazing ladies in the past week even if it was for work, they are such sweethearts and I cant wait for life to go back to normal so we can start again our shenanigans of spitting in each others mouths and creating unforgettable memories.
Until then, the only other place where I feel I can be home, well is my little platform, and I'm grateful for that. It's like it's stopping time.
Anyway, enough ramble, I should come back with more ;)
