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Just heard that Fats Domino has been found and he is ok.

Why is it that we can always take care of others but when it comes to our own people we always drop the ball?

Train, this coming week will be on the job training. I passed my first set of tests today
I am kinda neverous about monday, it sucks being new-- ya allways feel like such a dumbass!!

i want to go to a Mens Party! I wrote and recorded Vinyle a song for her because she is lonely. Are we ever going to meet you before you move?

thank you, i did need cheering up. it's silly but i get lonely sometimes. my husband was the only person i really had here aside from the work people and i cant stand to be around him anymore. just re evaluating things. if i don't have a funereal to go to this weekend think i'll just visit my sissy.

you know the shit storm is twisted beyond all fucking recognition. hearing that T is hearing that i am a huge whore who takes home anyone i can get from the bar is a crippling blow. nobody cares that that made me fucking CRY either. nobody cares that i have any fucking feelings. now it seems like this has gone beyond you and me, and its everyone else infighting around us. I sent a note to J tonight, i told him i have no idea what the fuck is going on and the stuff I heard he said was very hurtful to me. I told him i hope we can still be friends. I just wish that the woman bashing didnt have to involve me. I got my heart broken, I made a bad mistake with that particular person who never called, and everyone calls me a whore for it. You were there for me when i got my soul ripped out. and he did seriously rip out my soul when we broke up. so I am picking up the pieces of me and trying to get back the me I was missing for so long. Now everyones fighting about some absolutely stupid shit when they could have just NOT made me sound like a god damned whore in the first place.

Its apparently a crime for me to have any attraction for anyone in this fucking one horse town, because all that happens is I end up being the bad guy. And I really do have feelings. Misplaced the first time around, and cautious on this particular leg of the trip that has become my fucked up life. I can't help being attracted to certain people. Maybe I'll turn it off and become a hermit, but probably not.

the worst is that I somehow thought today being in a bad relationship is easier than this shit. But I am not going to go back down that road.

Thank you!

And I'm sorry about the girl drama. Girls are dumb.

Oh, and I forgot to say I'm her boss. I'm the best boss there is.

HEY! wow, leaving....seriously, let's try to hang at least ONCE before you go, ok? I think you are such an intereting individual, yknow from what I've read here, that I'd love to just sit and chat and have some face to face time before ya go. (lol, no, I am not a natural born suck ass/brown noser, I just really think you are cool) Oh, and OF COURSE I want to see your tattoo!!! Where'd you get it done?

Thank you. I've been married, had a beautiful condo and a beautiful son. Love my son more that anything, miss the condo, happy to almost no longer be married. Now I think I'll be happy finding someone I can be my crazy self with and not strain myself worrying if they are bored or mad at me.

Make yourself happy and the rest will follow. If only it were that easy, right?

It's surreal going home. That's what I'm thinking about the trip to erie anyway. I may even see biological dad. Thrills all around.

Hope to see you at the class reunion later on when we're all crazy drunk and having a good time.



and its been good to see ya too.

I liked Tom's comment on canoeing....

"we were in still water and all of a sudden I hear from behind me 'We're going down.' and I couldn't TELL we were sinking until 5 seconds later when we were neck deep in water."

must have been a good time!!

Have fun and thanks for the testimonial!

Les Pauls are sexy! The sound is amazing!

Cheer up Gursy! ave a fun, safe, trip buddy

EAT CHEESE!!!! thats what EVERYONE does in wisconsin!!!!

I hate getting caught singing in the car. I'm usually singing at the top of my voice to some dumb song off one of my daughter's cds or something. I'm such the dork.

I can't breathe, unzip me jus a little.

What, it wasn't Lets Get Physical?

haha....that song to me, sounds something like a lullaby. BUT! That's totally sweet that their song is that one. really, it's just sweet. Also, feeling a little better since last week's incident? I still can't believe what went down....