I just found out that a couple I know are pregnant, I'm over the moon for them but at the same time worried
You see I almost had a kid with an ex of mine, we were looking forward to it when 5 months in she miscarried. I felt like my guts had been ripped out when she told me, I got depressed , she got depressed and we just drifted. It makes me wonder what would have been. Its been just over a year since it happened but I'm still hurting.
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You see I almost had a kid with an ex of mine, we were looking forward to it when 5 months in she miscarried. I felt like my guts had been ripped out when she told me, I got depressed , she got depressed and we just drifted. It makes me wonder what would have been. Its been just over a year since it happened but I'm still hurting.
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iyce:
I'm sorry that happened to you sweetie
how sad.....
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cureelise:
I don't think I'll ever get over my miscarriages and sometimes i think it's making me kinda scared to try again. I so know how you feel sweetie. u have all of my love when it comes to this
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