I STILL CAN'T TOUCH IT.
I kiss the girls that speak Marcuso.
I kiss the boys that speak Foucault.
I love the kids that know Adorno
and snub their nose at kids who don't.
I make love in theory and touch myself in practice.
What's good for the posture is good for the pose.
Who let the tigers out to kill all the lovers?
Let's...
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I kiss the girls that speak Marcuso.
I kiss the boys that speak Foucault.
I love the kids that know Adorno
and snub their nose at kids who don't.
I make love in theory and touch myself in practice.
What's good for the posture is good for the pose.
Who let the tigers out to kill all the lovers?
Let's...
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the sing-song voice selfishly sung,
"you lose yourself to find yourself."
as I dug my naked heels into the damp,
coarse grass of reflection. Mind-split-
ing, dead stalking, my big toe caught
on the corner of Maple, and I almost
gained a step, though the malady prevented
that.
and everyone surrounding had strands of
saliva extended from each word; as if
spiders spawned with each...
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"you lose yourself to find yourself."
as I dug my naked heels into the damp,
coarse grass of reflection. Mind-split-
ing, dead stalking, my big toe caught
on the corner of Maple, and I almost
gained a step, though the malady prevented
that.
and everyone surrounding had strands of
saliva extended from each word; as if
spiders spawned with each...
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trementina:
hey there...
I wish I could catch the bunnies
what's your degree of?
I wish I could catch the bunnies
what's your degree of?
trementina:
I know what you mean. I had a close experience with Miller's Death of a Salesman...Lead me to theater...designing though, never acting...
I really hate Miller now. And Tennessee Williams.
I really hate Miller now. And Tennessee Williams.
MY SMOOTHEST TRANSITION IS YOUR HAND UP MY SKIRT
Sometimes I project myself onto others just to feel a bit less heartless. A few days ago, I explained to my friend Nicole, "Wearing these shoes makes me feel...wrong. I mean, I really love Nike, but with each step, I'm reminded of the little Taiwanese children creating my shoe."
With that, Nicole said, "Fuck that. Their...
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Sometimes I project myself onto others just to feel a bit less heartless. A few days ago, I explained to my friend Nicole, "Wearing these shoes makes me feel...wrong. I mean, I really love Nike, but with each step, I'm reminded of the little Taiwanese children creating my shoe."
With that, Nicole said, "Fuck that. Their...
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despairfactor:
I should send all my poetry to you. WOW! Thanks for your input... I'll definately be useing your editing/thoughts to rework it.
sweet_evil:
I have alwasy kept the motto "never regret" because lifes choices are what make you who you are...but when my other motto is "do what you want when you want" and I look back at all the time I wasted worrying about other people...wanting to live life and being stagnant to it, it makes me wish I had just fucked everyone and lived my life...I guess it did make me who I am, realizing I was wasting my time trying to be someone else made me become the person I am today, with the philosophies I have today, but I think I would have become "me" anyway...and sooner, if I had just stopped caring sooner.
And, Yeah. Maybe my problem is I never had a plan. Graduate, that was one plan, get married by the time I'm 30, thats another plan, have kids by 35, thats another plan...but they aren't really ambitious plans. Graduate in what? I didn't care. Graduate when? I didn't care. And still don't...I'm going back to school, and don't really know what to study the second time around, teaching or nursing, or maybe there is something else I would really like to do... blah.
And, Yeah. Maybe my problem is I never had a plan. Graduate, that was one plan, get married by the time I'm 30, thats another plan, have kids by 35, thats another plan...but they aren't really ambitious plans. Graduate in what? I didn't care. Graduate when? I didn't care. And still don't...I'm going back to school, and don't really know what to study the second time around, teaching or nursing, or maybe there is something else I would really like to do... blah.
NO PICTURES, JUST KIBBITZ---beware
I really love sipping a glass of wine while resting my palm against the side of my neck. The pulse of my blood flow delicately hits my finger each second.
While slicing red onions, the blade jumped and cut the shit out of my finger. I'm now missing 1/8 of my left fuck-you-finger. The cut was so precise, blood began spraying...
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I really love sipping a glass of wine while resting my palm against the side of my neck. The pulse of my blood flow delicately hits my finger each second.
While slicing red onions, the blade jumped and cut the shit out of my finger. I'm now missing 1/8 of my left fuck-you-finger. The cut was so precise, blood began spraying...
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soleils:
You have to go through the homemade gifts first though. You know the ones kids make in grade school....the ones that are made out of love more than any good colouring or cutting skills. 
sweet_evil:
I have lots of love to give... 
well fucking well, I think my friends are finally starting to realize why they subconsciously hate me.
I'd be willing to say, "It's the whiskey, not me!" but the whiskey simply pushes inhibitions out of the way and pulls my fuckhead self from the cove.
Is it cool that I spit on one "look-a-like Jerry fucking Garcia" econoline? I thought hippies were peaceful creatures, until...
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I'd be willing to say, "It's the whiskey, not me!" but the whiskey simply pushes inhibitions out of the way and pulls my fuckhead self from the cove.
Is it cool that I spit on one "look-a-like Jerry fucking Garcia" econoline? I thought hippies were peaceful creatures, until...
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soleils:
I like how your entries are always filled with pictures.
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alyk:
are you kidding me? that a fucking rad wu tang name...mine is loose-lipped controller...It's psyhic...
xip:
The close-up of you smoking a cig?
HOTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
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HOTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
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geometricalfuck:
April 28-May 1, 2005. dick.
I'm on the EastCoast with a loss of words. Any fucking suggestions? I honestly feel like a ghost that belongs; the perfect dichotomy. I feel ill...and the only thing I felt would save me was
you.
you.
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sophie:
my response to your update: explore.
that's my best recommendation.
my response to your comment: i don't know! what is up with the creepy members?! usually i'm not a freak magnet. heh.
that's my best recommendation.
my response to your comment: i don't know! what is up with the creepy members?! usually i'm not a freak magnet. heh.
maxi:
East Coast huh? your right, sad part is once i walk i walk for good, and then its too late to get your head out of the clouds and have regrets. Unfortunatly I am an ALL OR NOTHING kinda a person. gets in the way of all the gray area bullshit sometimes.
LET US HOLD HANDS AND SPIT AT THE SUN
---so, there's this girl in my Women's Studies course who refuses to have premarital sex because her God says penetration equals hell. According to her, however, she gives great head and receives just as well. Way to trick God, Lydia! You've really pulled the wool over his eyes on that one.
---you know things are getting...
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---so, there's this girl in my Women's Studies course who refuses to have premarital sex because her God says penetration equals hell. According to her, however, she gives great head and receives just as well. Way to trick God, Lydia! You've really pulled the wool over his eyes on that one.
---you know things are getting...
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sweet_evil:
I'm sorry.
You won't get this until Monday, but I I didn't take it as the positive comment it was supposed to be and I took it more as a, "why the hell should you feel that way" sort of comment...
I didn't mean to be so...soapbox-ish
I was just already feeling...down...and then when I read what you had to say it made me feel like I should be feeling stupid for being...down...I now read it over again and I realize its not really what it first seemed to be...
and I don't want to be just someone who you know over a computer...but I realize I don't know you either, and I should judge what you have to say either, because I don't know what you mean by it, or the experience that comes behind it either...
I'm sorry.
You won't get this until Monday, but I I didn't take it as the positive comment it was supposed to be and I took it more as a, "why the hell should you feel that way" sort of comment...
I didn't mean to be so...soapbox-ish
I was just already feeling...down...and then when I read what you had to say it made me feel like I should be feeling stupid for being...down...I now read it over again and I realize its not really what it first seemed to be...
and I don't want to be just someone who you know over a computer...but I realize I don't know you either, and I should judge what you have to say either, because I don't know what you mean by it, or the experience that comes behind it either...
I'm sorry.
lillithvain:
I'm with you on the cell phone bit. I own one that never gets answered, and I mean never. I keep it off, for emergencys only and to talk to my mum.
And, I'm addicted to coffee and cigarettes, in no particular order however.
It's alway warm weather here, it kinda sucks ass because you never really know what season it is unless there are TONS of tourists everywhere then you know it's winter.
I'm white, and I'm poor.
And I wanted to say hello since it's been so long.
xoxo
And, I'm addicted to coffee and cigarettes, in no particular order however.
It's alway warm weather here, it kinda sucks ass because you never really know what season it is unless there are TONS of tourists everywhere then you know it's winter.
I'm white, and I'm poor.
And I wanted to say hello since it's been so long.
xoxo
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twilight1:
Fuck. Knowledge is such a turn on.
Ha. Dont I sound deep.
Ha. Dont I sound deep.
xip:
I love writing stories about myself from the third person or from an outsider's point of view. Ever done that? I recommend it... it's.. uh.. ego masturbation, but it's fun
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NOTE TO SELF:
---It is no longer admissible to get drunk only to let your best friend and girlfriend take turns hacking the shit out of your hair.
---maybe you should graduate from college, you fucking idiot! Come fall, you'll be a sixth year senior, before obtaining a teaching certificate.
---telling your 13 year-old cousin it's entirely okay to fuck and run is probably not...
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---It is no longer admissible to get drunk only to let your best friend and girlfriend take turns hacking the shit out of your hair.
---maybe you should graduate from college, you fucking idiot! Come fall, you'll be a sixth year senior, before obtaining a teaching certificate.
---telling your 13 year-old cousin it's entirely okay to fuck and run is probably not...
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sweet_evil:
ha! I probably shouldn't have made that comment public! 
sweet_evil:
HOly fucking shit, sorry, to post again, but you HAVE to listen to my friends band on my space: http://www.myspace.com/theinvidious
they are so awsome! I think you would really like them....they just got themselves together and recording and they are amazing...
OK, sorry, I was just really impressed and excited and wanted to share with someone who might appriciate...
they are so awsome! I think you would really like them....they just got themselves together and recording and they are amazing...
OK, sorry, I was just really impressed and excited and wanted to share with someone who might appriciate...
BORN AND BRED TO FUCK AND FIGHT ON A FRIDAY NIGHT!
So, on Friday night I received my first pay check from the new job and wanted to celebrate. I picked up my special lady friend, bought us dinner at some swanky restaurant in Detroit, and even gave a bum three dollars---only because he wasn't fucking around. Quite frank, he admitted, "Help a brother out...I...
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So, on Friday night I received my first pay check from the new job and wanted to celebrate. I picked up my special lady friend, bought us dinner at some swanky restaurant in Detroit, and even gave a bum three dollars---only because he wasn't fucking around. Quite frank, he admitted, "Help a brother out...I...
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maxi:
Fuck now i need you to translate that last post!
maxi:
BTW where can i find this Green personality thing ?
i love your writings, i want to wrap up in them forever. so much doesnt make sense to me anymore, i could give 2 shits aboutg most things, but you....what is it with you? i give a shit and i wait with baited breath for each new explosion of feeling-pain-love-confusion-revelation to bounce upon this page for me to read, and love every minute of it.
my brother has a gig this wed.
are you free?
Hayloft Liquor Stand
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
9:00 PM
$5.00 - 21 and up
$10.00 - 18-20
Emerald Theatre - ALL AGES
Thursday, June 16, 2005
7:00 PM
$7.00 from the band; $10.00 at the door
Sightline, Caliber, Sol-O-Sun
take care of yourself blue eyes and dont vomit in your mouth LOL its a bad habit and hard to break around these parts