She's gone. She says she has to work things out, get them right in her head. We still hang out, hug, even kiss occasionaly. She still laughs at my jokes and says i still make her happier than anyone ever has. She even still says she loves me, and that he misses me when i'm not there.
why are women so dangerous to my heart? why do i still get destroyed? Why does a 36 year old have such tender feelings?
When we're together i never want it to end. When we're apart i don't want to go on.
i'm all alone in this apartment we got together. SHE asked ME to move in! a MONTH ago we were shopping for tiles, 5 weeks ago was my birthday and she was sending me desperate texts to me, "come home, I can't wait to gove you your presents!"
and now she's moved back in with her mom.
She says no one EVER made her happier than me. She says there may still be an US.
A whole year of bliss. It's the happiest i've ever been by ANY measure.
I'd trade the 15 years previous for just one more with her, then gladly die a happy man.
what's wrong with me?
why are women so dangerous to my heart? why do i still get destroyed? Why does a 36 year old have such tender feelings?
When we're together i never want it to end. When we're apart i don't want to go on.
i'm all alone in this apartment we got together. SHE asked ME to move in! a MONTH ago we were shopping for tiles, 5 weeks ago was my birthday and she was sending me desperate texts to me, "come home, I can't wait to gove you your presents!"
and now she's moved back in with her mom.
She says no one EVER made her happier than me. She says there may still be an US.
A whole year of bliss. It's the happiest i've ever been by ANY measure.
I'd trade the 15 years previous for just one more with her, then gladly die a happy man.
what's wrong with me?