So I'd like the time of my post to be noted, I went to sleep at 3:00am and I woke up at 5:30ish and haven't been able to get back to sleep. i have been sleeping like this for about a week now. I have to work tommorow and I'm know that I'm not going to be able to sleep again tonight. The other added benefit of not being able to sleep is that my anxiety level goes thourgh the roof. I start to worry about things and get myself all worked up over the fact that my life stinks at times.
My job has cut back my hours to next to nothing, and I owe one of my friends money that she lent me, and I can't pay her back. So now I feel like shit.
I miss Tessa and may not be able to see her very often till September, it's not fault. Due to transportation problem and the fact that she has to get a job, she may not be able to come up at all.
I'm not working so I have all this free time on my hands, and I do jack and shit with it , because I'm dumb.
Ok enough whining, I'm going to go do nothing.
My job has cut back my hours to next to nothing, and I owe one of my friends money that she lent me, and I can't pay her back. So now I feel like shit.
I miss Tessa and may not be able to see her very often till September, it's not fault. Due to transportation problem and the fact that she has to get a job, she may not be able to come up at all.
I'm not working so I have all this free time on my hands, and I do jack and shit with it , because I'm dumb.
Ok enough whining, I'm going to go do nothing.