gentlefemm

Oh my goodness....lots of birthday wishes....I thank all of you. Well I am now 25 yrs old and I am tired of birthdays already. I am upset because my mother has been driving me crazy. I can't be around her for to long before I want to scream at her. She thinks and feels you can't do anything right. Lie for instance she said I was spoiled....HOW THE FUCK DOES SHE KNOW.....I emancipated from the state of colorado because she couldn't control her anger and stop beating the shit out of me....I am not saying she isn't a better person today....because well she is...she doen't hit me anymore...but she still makes me feel like I am an inch tall....

Last night my wife and my mother started in on me...I didn't like it so I went into my room and smoked out with my best friend and we sat and talked for like two hours.

I am stuck between a rock and a hard place with my wife right now. She use to hate it when I talked to people from Everquest on the phone. I talked to them all the time my cell phone bill went thru the roof....and well I made wrong choices for the wrong people. Almost left my wife and woke up and I saw how bad I hut=rt her....But I never knew it would feel like this. She is now talking to two people on everquest on the phone. The 17 yr old I am not to worried about...She knows I am a jelouse person so why can't she stop. I feel like I can't talk to her about it because well i wasn't any better. I don't want to tell her how I feel because I didn't listen to her....is this punishment to see if I will handle this like an adult or blow shit out of proportion like I always do....I am lost please if you have ANY advice let me read it...I love her like the flowers love the sweet dew and warm sun...I need her she completes me and my heart is hurt from these two females she has to talk to......:crying:

:sigh: Agian thank you so much for the birthday wishes...and thoughts

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