genevieve

I just had a conversation with my best friend. this person lost their best friend status recently and I wasnt sure if i was close to them, or anyone else for that matter, anymore. but suddenly, it hit me. this is my best friend. not because of longevity or knowiing everything there is about me, but because they get me on this level i've never been before. and i appreciate it. and even though i try to smother the shit out of it and keep it all to myself, i'm realizing, no matter what, this bond is here and i can't break it. no matter how easy it may seem. i know i'll always fall apart at the prospect of this life falling away from me. i know as easy as it may seem to just let it go, its much harder than i could ever fool myself into believing.