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Bridge City, LA...i grew up in the ghetto!

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Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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Life. Life is changes. One second you have the most beautiful girl in the world. Next second, you don't even have a girlfriend anymore. And it goes back and forth back and forth...

Never, never land.


Recently I've been in contact with an VERY old friend. Her name is Cheryl Penner. We were inseparable BFF from kindergarten to sometime in Junior High. I had know idea she had been searching for me all this time. Can you believe that? Searching for me?!

She told me I didn't realize how many people knew me. She contacted people we went to school with, grew up in the same neighborhood with, and random folks in the phone book which share my last name. One girl told her, "Genevieve was just one of those people that dropped off the face of the earth. She kept to herself alot." Funny how I went through cycles of friends and places...nothing ever lasting. Now, I'm in this place, this lasting place, and sometimes I feel as though I want to run. Drop off the face of the Earth again.

Sometimes people just get too close and I need to be distant again. I ran away to Oklahoma for 6 months and desparately missed home for about the last 3 of those months. I came home again, and was so enthralled by being home. Ecstatic. But home is getting too settled. Home is getting too close. And now? The place I ran from and lasting place I'm in now, they're merging. Finding their way "home" to one another and its almost unbearable.

I can't help the feeling, I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run.
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shaneka:
I haven't figured which is worse yet... I just have the heavy feeling of helplessness... For I can't make Robert be nice nor can I make grandma and those mississippi folk be nice... I just want mom to be happy...

Better than anything.. My face is totally broken out. I look all allergy-ie and TOM (time of the month) is going to visit soon....

A stole picture would make me happier wink.
Aug 13, 2006
shaneka:
Oh just because we were talking about it and I want to see you guys make oodles and oodles of cash... Etsy.com

Where you can sell your things....
Aug 13, 2006

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