genevieve

tell me why i try to follow the rules in life. i know it seems a bit anti-anarchist, but fuck you, I like rules. i think a world without rules is the kind of world the people who went nutts raping, looting and pillaging want. and when i try to follow the rules and do the right thing, i get stared, glared, or snarled at by others. and i watch them going through life being completely inconsiderate of one another and they dont care. so what, i go to wal-mart and i enter in the enter door and exit out the exit door. i think everyone one else should do the same. and i think you're a dick if you dont. so what, i follow parking lot rules and loath people who drive clear across the parking lot and ALMOST RUN INTO ME and shoot ME a dirty-bitch look. i usually shoot back a grand 'ol fuck you with my hand and my mouth. sometimes i follow it with a few other choice expletives such as, "you cock-sucking, dick-hole, stinky cunt mutha fucker." loathesome and vulgar, i know, but i feel better once i've grumbled it all out. And when i see a sign that says, "Right Lanes Ends," i dont try to speed ahead of everyone else waiting in line and play cut you off. No, i grumble and get the FUCK in line with everyone else. then what do i see? the same fuckers going in the wrong door, and sliding across the parking lot, and NOT FLUSHING THEIR FUCKING NASTINESS IN PUBLIC RESTROOMS, they speed on by me, in the right hand lane, ans SWITCH THE FUCKING BLINKER ON TO GET IN IN THE FRONT OF THE FUCKING LINE. And what do the people in front of me do? They LET THE ASSHOLES IN! I mean all the rest of the fucking time everyone is hell bent on being total inconsiderate jerks and going out the wrong way or double parking, but when the rules of life apply and you have a undeniable right to be a dickhole and not LET ANYONE IN because there were like 20 SIGNS for 20 MILES, and everyone should WAIT THE MUTHA FUCKING, GAH, IN THE LINE, what do the other people in front of me do to the assholes who speed up in the RIGHT HAND LANE THAT IS ENDING? FLIP EM OFF? DONT LET THEM IN? RAM FRONT END FIRST, SLAMMING THE GAS THE WHOLE WAY, INTO THEIR DUMB PICK-UP TRUCKS AND SUVS?! No, heh, no, they hold up the line and let like 10 ASSHOLES IN FRONT OF THE REST OF US AND WE WATCH THE LIGHT CHANGE 4-5 TIMES.

i'm angry today. i'm angry at people. and i think you're either angry with me, or YOU'RE ONE OF THEM. If you are, FUCK, I mean really, from the bottom of my bitter little heart, FUCK YOU!