Friday Feb 09, 2007

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I feel disgustingly fat today. I hate feeling this way. I wasn't even able to MAKE myself lose pounds today. I couldn't even take the easy way out this time. Well, I puked a little. But only like 1.5 slices of the 6 slices of pizza I ate.

I want to hate food.
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brightredscream:
A couple times a week can still trigger side effects.
Take it from me who hung out with a few anorexics and bulimics.
I'm also an ex anorexic.

It's a nice denial bubble that people with ED's put themself in.
They don't want to admit that the bad things can happen sooner then they'd like to admit.
The face puffiness, and saggyness is usually the first thing to show up - and it's nasty.

relly:
woah, jordan, you need to not do that. trust me man, i've been there. i've been anorexic, bulimic, and had just about every addiction under the sun. its not good for you. you're far from fat, and i can't stand the thought of you hurting yourself like that... please stop, get help...

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