Have you ever searched your name on google? I found so much shit on me. Unfortunately I found a lot of old poetry and my old xanga account with the final post on which I was all fucked up from my ex leaving me. Those were rough days. But at least in comparison I can say that I've controlled my depression a lot more since then. I've learned to just distance myself rather than freak out. Much easier.
Today, Ian_G talked about my balls on his radio show.
I talked to Karolina again today, we established that we find eachother cute. I'm working at it! Hopefully I'll see her soon.
Anyway, psych finals and pop culture presentation tomorrow. Nervous.
I'm not gonna work tomorrow, though I'm supposed to, I booked it off so I'm gonna fight for it on the basis of that very fact. Anyway, maybe I'll see some of you at Chicagos tomorrow. Right.
From Jen's LJ:
"as of april 13th i have decided to not talk to jordan anymore. casue pretty much we cant even be friends casue i wont date him. fucking douche bag. i jsut want him to get a girlfriend so he can get over me,and finally be happy. so till the day he gets a girlfriend i cant talk to him. "
I could go and again explain that the whole incident at Taste of Chaos was not intentional but I don't think it'd do much good anyway. I'm not too upset about it anyway, maybe because she called me a fucking douchebag I'm not too upset about the whole thing.
Anyway, I'm doing my pop culture presentation soon than that's gonna be a loud off my mind.
I may or may not be auditioning to play bass for Green Division. That'd be cool I suppose, a couple of people said I should so I figure what the hell.
Well, I'm out.
Today, Ian_G talked about my balls on his radio show.
I talked to Karolina again today, we established that we find eachother cute. I'm working at it! Hopefully I'll see her soon.
Anyway, psych finals and pop culture presentation tomorrow. Nervous.
I'm not gonna work tomorrow, though I'm supposed to, I booked it off so I'm gonna fight for it on the basis of that very fact. Anyway, maybe I'll see some of you at Chicagos tomorrow. Right.
From Jen's LJ:
"as of april 13th i have decided to not talk to jordan anymore. casue pretty much we cant even be friends casue i wont date him. fucking douche bag. i jsut want him to get a girlfriend so he can get over me,and finally be happy. so till the day he gets a girlfriend i cant talk to him. "
I could go and again explain that the whole incident at Taste of Chaos was not intentional but I don't think it'd do much good anyway. I'm not too upset about it anyway, maybe because she called me a fucking douchebag I'm not too upset about the whole thing.
Anyway, I'm doing my pop culture presentation soon than that's gonna be a loud off my mind.
I may or may not be auditioning to play bass for Green Division. That'd be cool I suppose, a couple of people said I should so I figure what the hell.
Well, I'm out.