genet

right you are!!!
it's the way you think (yes, i believe some of the people here can do this ; ) and you behave more that wearing strange tattoos or weird piercings, that's nice too, but it's the outside; the inside is the more important thing, than it makes us who we are and of course the special way somebody is!!!
so stay how you are and be what you want to be; i know it's hard when people give you such a feeling, but the most here are on your (our) side, i believe!!!