im typing, even though this whole time im wondering how i am going to get the strength to just talk about what was bothering me. wondering how i will ever type it, even as im typing im thinking this.
strange dreams shut me up.... nightmares i guess.... ones spectators wouldent be scared of but thats because they are not living inside of them.
waking up in your bed in the dream terrified and doing anything to feel safe... but in all reality when you wake up in your bed for REAL you just sit there until you fall back asleep... (atleast now i do that thanks to this medication)
im not my usual self right now..... but i think also i have accepted just how far some people are... yes... they are far and i cant get them any closer... its all fake and nothing will come of it
The end
strange dreams shut me up.... nightmares i guess.... ones spectators wouldent be scared of but thats because they are not living inside of them.
waking up in your bed in the dream terrified and doing anything to feel safe... but in all reality when you wake up in your bed for REAL you just sit there until you fall back asleep... (atleast now i do that thanks to this medication)
im not my usual self right now..... but i think also i have accepted just how far some people are... yes... they are far and i cant get them any closer... its all fake and nothing will come of it
The end
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I dunno haha... next wednesday sounds good though, me and erik might go or somethin eh? that will be bunches of fun. then karebear will finally get her snuggle companion right karebear?
Argh.... im so bored, how many of you can relate to that right now? If anyone has somethin amazing to do with me sometime then call my cell, just email me and ill give you the number