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Hopeful Since 2008

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Sunday Sep 18, 2011

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I haven't been on here for a few years. So much has changed since I was part of this community, but I came back because I want to be apart of something less vanilla than my life currently is.

I don't really fit in with the usual people, I never have. When I was little I had to learn to pretend to be who people wanted to be friends with. I learnt well, I'm well liked by most people and haven't had trouble socializing since. The problem with making yourself fit is that when you touch base back with your real self, you realize you haven't been that person all week. I'm essentially someone else all week until I get home and crawl into bed, exhausted.

I'm sick of fitting in and the normal, quirky but likable person at work, at parties, on the street. I think I'd like to have an outside change to fit my inside. I always told myself I bought boring clothes, got the average haircut because I was fat and there wasn't any point in looking like a fat freak. Maybe there is, maybe looking like a freakish fatty is better than just fatty.

And in the name of expressing out inner crazy person, I'm going to get an undercut. I think.

Maybe a bit like a brunette version of this?

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entese:
well old not but a person with a bunch of life experiences smile
Sep 17, 2011
calico:
Do it! I love undercuts, and I love curvy women.

The snow was heavy, but it only went on for an hour or so, and it had all melted by the end of the day. I can't believe there was another hopeful in my city, and I didn't even know about it. I just moved to Wellington, and I haven't really made any friends yet.
Sep 18, 2011

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