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I'm so incredibly bored with my self image. I'm slowly losing weight etc which is nice (keep getting compliments at work) but really I feel like my outside image doesn't match my inside expressive side. I mean, ffs I'm a web designer and photographer but I can't find the image I want to portray?!

Why is it that it's always so much harder to create...
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So much to do, so little time.

Am doing a kids competition for a client of mine, we're going to get kids to send in videos of them dancing to one of her tracks and then I'm going to edit the best ones together to make a music video. All rather exciting.

Hair still falling out but am feeling more positive after talking to my...
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Another day, another dollar.

Finally cleaned my room, bathroom and did a load of washing - phew!

My hair is seriously getting thin, it's falling out due to my recently diagnosed PCOS. It's pretty horrible really, having large handfuls of hair falling out in the shower and malting all day. I have so much hair usually. This syndrome is seriously the ultimate way to strip...
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I haven't been on here for a few years. So much has changed since I was part of this community, but I came back because I want to be apart of something less vanilla than my life currently is.

I don't really fit in with the usual people, I never have. When I was little I had to learn to pretend to be who people...
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To all my UK bears; I'm not moving over anymore, I got totally scammed by some guy about a job that doesn't exist. So I advise you to place your love in a tightly sealed box and put it under the bed for when I finally get outta this place and visit.

But thankfully I found something nice amongst all the not so nice a...
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My boyfriend turned out to have a girlfriend and a 5 week old baby. I actually dated a sociopath, how messed up is that?!

After a few months of successful manbargo, I've fallen in-like with someone.

Oh oh.

There are these periods of my life when I realize how alone I am, that I have been dating these people, seeing these nice enough people who aren't it. 'It' being who the fuck knows what. My Mum says she dated people just for the hell of it till she found Dad, that I take it too seriously, that we as a generation take it...
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I dislocated my back yesterday, feel like I should be getting frequent flyer miles for how often I've had to go to the Dr lately. :p So yea, it really hurts and the pain meds aren't really doing all that much, it's more of a wait it out situation.

It's super hot today, weirdly humid for us but it'd be stupid to complain when it...
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I have no plans for the future, how strange is that? I'm 23 and everything is just all up in the air, all over the place. Crazy.

Hmmm coco pops...