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So I'm back, and I will share with you exactly where I went. You'd think I just had a super amazing holiday, right? Welll.... it was good I spent it with family, and a certain special leprechaun (don't ask ) was there to support me, but all christmas all I could think about was one thing- my dad going to Spring Harbor. Not only that, but I got "suspended" from SMCC because of two bad grades. Sheesh- harsh much? It's because of how much money I got from them, that they are being extra cautious. I had to write all about my lovely hardships to explain to the admissions office what I've gone through and what I'm doing to make amends with myself and put my goals back on track. Dad in mental hospital? Check. Abusive relationship coming to an end? Check. What else can I throw in there... being homless prior to my new apartment? Check. Think that's enough to show them WHY I got bad grades??

But things are looking up really well. Despite winter, my skin is looking better which helps me in SO many ways. I should be starting that waitressing job, and with nice skin, I can make nice tips, and buy that new camera If I can use this two page long letter to the admissions office to Appeal my suspension, I will be busy busy busy with school and my job, and get my new camera, so I can take a weekend I'll have off or a day I get out early, and do my special photoshoot I will be so happy to actually shoot a NICE one with a NICE camera and an actually well thought out outfit and theme. Pfft.

And My dad is doing better, and all that other shit is doing better.... soooo go me!! I'll be using my looks to support myself and have fun while I'm in college, with hopefully becoming an SG, and with being a cocktail waitress at a strip club. I can't wait!

Off to put on a honey face mask like I read somewhere in one of these forums