The good, the bad, and the hopeful. Haha get it. Hopeful. lmao yeaah...
So, I saw a few big fancy posts from some friends with lists of what's good in their lives, what's bad, what's random, and what they are looking forward to. So. I'm gonna try that...
What's Good....
+ First semester is over. Fresh start in the spring! Hopefully I will get my degree on time. All should be well
+ Haven't been turned down yet for the job I'm DYING for. hah.
+ I am inspired to do my next set and it's slowly coming together in my mind!
+ I've finally accepted that my awkwardly close bestie is gonna photograph my shoot. Hmm...
+ I've managed to get Christmas presents for friends despite it being so rough right now
+ I no longer feel so lonely, getting used to life new like it is lately...
What's Bad....
- Never really gonna get used to not having him around so much. Not gonna call him either. Where the hell is he? Usually he calls more often... things are changing and parts of me are very scared and mixed about it...
- Not sure I passed my all my classes. Got kinda really lazy in the last two weeks.... I can't help it, I've had a lot going on...
- No money. Bills. No job yet. Notices. SHITTTTT. lol.
- Acne is acting up cuz i'm so stressed...
- Eczema is acting up cuz of winter! this SUCKS (+found a site to order my medication from though! yay!)
- sleep schedule STILL fucked up.
What I'm Looking Forward To In The New Year....
* No longer being in the "Barely legal" age group haha
* Putting up new and awesome sets and possibly getting paid for them, thus truly being a model!!
* Fresh start in a new semester of classes!!
* Job? Job. One way or another.
* Cleaning out my bedroom so my new bed frame can leave my mother's hallway (she has stopped bitching but the guilt of not taking care of it adds up DAILY......)
* Getting into shape and getting a new bike as the weather warms up!!
* My brother's sweet 16 haha I JUST thought of this. Funny.
I totally don't have enough solid shit to go on this list.... lol...
So, I saw a few big fancy posts from some friends with lists of what's good in their lives, what's bad, what's random, and what they are looking forward to. So. I'm gonna try that...
What's Good....
+ First semester is over. Fresh start in the spring! Hopefully I will get my degree on time. All should be well
+ Haven't been turned down yet for the job I'm DYING for. hah.
+ I am inspired to do my next set and it's slowly coming together in my mind!
+ I've finally accepted that my awkwardly close bestie is gonna photograph my shoot. Hmm...
+ I've managed to get Christmas presents for friends despite it being so rough right now
+ I no longer feel so lonely, getting used to life new like it is lately...
What's Bad....
- Never really gonna get used to not having him around so much. Not gonna call him either. Where the hell is he? Usually he calls more often... things are changing and parts of me are very scared and mixed about it...
- Not sure I passed my all my classes. Got kinda really lazy in the last two weeks.... I can't help it, I've had a lot going on...
- No money. Bills. No job yet. Notices. SHITTTTT. lol.
- Acne is acting up cuz i'm so stressed...
- Eczema is acting up cuz of winter! this SUCKS (+found a site to order my medication from though! yay!)
- sleep schedule STILL fucked up.
What I'm Looking Forward To In The New Year....
* No longer being in the "Barely legal" age group haha
* Putting up new and awesome sets and possibly getting paid for them, thus truly being a model!!
* Fresh start in a new semester of classes!!
* Job? Job. One way or another.
* Cleaning out my bedroom so my new bed frame can leave my mother's hallway (she has stopped bitching but the guilt of not taking care of it adds up DAILY......)
* Getting into shape and getting a new bike as the weather warms up!!
* My brother's sweet 16 haha I JUST thought of this. Funny.
I totally don't have enough solid shit to go on this list.... lol...
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I wish you all the luck!