YESSS!!! That's all I can say right now. I did it!! For years, ever since the site first opened in 2001 and I was a mere TEN YEAR OLD, I knew I was unique and struggled to fit in, as this amazing subculture was being created unbeknown to me. By the time I was twelve, I had learned what the Suicide Girls were, and during my teenage years I developed confidence, curves, and an eye for what is truly beautiful in life.
Finally, once and for all, I can share that with all of you. I am very excited to finally be a part of this community, and although I'm starting very smell, I will not give up and I will make it to the top and be the SG I dream of being, going to events, getting to know others girls who are NOT stuck up and snobby, like the other waitresses at Platinum Plus (I'm currently awaited a response from the hiring manager), but instead, beautiful, unique, mysterious, amazing girls who love to have fun together.
To be a part of something like this is important to me. I consider myself a juggalette as well, meaning I love to paint my face like a clown and sing along to any of my favorite bands from Psychopathic Records, and I understand the deep meanings and concepts behind their gory, humorist music entitled: horrorcore. Those who follow this particular stem of the alternative subculture lifestyle, usually do so because they never fit in during their adolescence, childhood, or even young adult years, and struggle to find others who feel the same.
Being an SG is yet another way to do that, and a way I can be proud of and shout from rooftops without having to worry about haters like I do when I wear my face paint.
I would like as much feedback and support as possible and I would like to give back everything I can to this community. I currently just gave myself BANGS for the first time and I'm going to be putting strips of pink in my newly-black hair. I'm going to use my first paid photoshoot to fix up my tattoos, get an SG tat, and work on the rest of my artwork.
Having eczema makes it VERY hard........
It makes it hard to take good photos that show skin.....
It even makes it hard to just have the confidence to try, but I tried!!
And I will continue to try. And all I can do it hope that my camera quality gets better, my photography skills improve, my photoshopping skills get mastered, and that my modeling experience is as fullfilling in the end- scratch that- in the process, as I hoped it would be as an awkward young child in 5th grade wearing bright red learpord print pants and burgandy dyed hair
Finally, once and for all, I can share that with all of you. I am very excited to finally be a part of this community, and although I'm starting very smell, I will not give up and I will make it to the top and be the SG I dream of being, going to events, getting to know others girls who are NOT stuck up and snobby, like the other waitresses at Platinum Plus (I'm currently awaited a response from the hiring manager), but instead, beautiful, unique, mysterious, amazing girls who love to have fun together.
To be a part of something like this is important to me. I consider myself a juggalette as well, meaning I love to paint my face like a clown and sing along to any of my favorite bands from Psychopathic Records, and I understand the deep meanings and concepts behind their gory, humorist music entitled: horrorcore. Those who follow this particular stem of the alternative subculture lifestyle, usually do so because they never fit in during their adolescence, childhood, or even young adult years, and struggle to find others who feel the same.
Being an SG is yet another way to do that, and a way I can be proud of and shout from rooftops without having to worry about haters like I do when I wear my face paint.
I would like as much feedback and support as possible and I would like to give back everything I can to this community. I currently just gave myself BANGS for the first time and I'm going to be putting strips of pink in my newly-black hair. I'm going to use my first paid photoshoot to fix up my tattoos, get an SG tat, and work on the rest of my artwork.
Having eczema makes it VERY hard........
It makes it hard to take good photos that show skin.....
It even makes it hard to just have the confidence to try, but I tried!!
And I will continue to try. And all I can do it hope that my camera quality gets better, my photography skills improve, my photoshopping skills get mastered, and that my modeling experience is as fullfilling in the end- scratch that- in the process, as I hoped it would be as an awkward young child in 5th grade wearing bright red learpord print pants and burgandy dyed hair