Well finally I made a decision!
I had been looking forward to the rubber ball for ages, even after breaking up with Alec I thought it would be ok still to go together. But then things got a bit weird, and I found it upsetting to be around him. So, the last few weeks have been all shall I go or not? I knew I would regret not going, but then I was also worried that I would go and then get all upset. Well, today I got lots of back pay from work, so I want to go and buy a new rubber dress!
I had been looking forward to the rubber ball for ages, even after breaking up with Alec I thought it would be ok still to go together. But then things got a bit weird, and I found it upsetting to be around him. So, the last few weeks have been all shall I go or not? I knew I would regret not going, but then I was also worried that I would go and then get all upset. Well, today I got lots of back pay from work, so I want to go and buy a new rubber dress!

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What do you do for the NHS? My problem is that it'll be a clerical job...