finally got off my ass and went to see hitchhiker's guide. very very good, very enjoyable. spent the whole day out shopping. found a cool book called fruits that just photos of harujuku kids and their fashion. very cool book.
also spent the whole day alone. haven't done that by choice in a long time. did a lot of thinking and came to a few conclusions about life. firstly, i need more "normal" freinds. you know, well adjusted, financially stable, no drug or alcohol problems. i figure that i probably won't hear from arin or micah again, and that they'll figure me being pissed off is a result of not being invited to the group sex session. this bothers me less than i thought it would. i don't regret spending time with them, because they did teach me things. but like mazer rackam told ender, the only teacher is the enemy. not that i consider the two of them enemies, but everyone can teach you things if you let them. don and leighann i'm not to worried about. because frankly his affectation of being a good old boy racist working class half ass skinhead was becoming grating anyway. for a upper middle class kid from michigan to pretend to be clone of the idiot kluker skinhead from the south, while hilarious for a second, on second two becomes annoying to the point of pain. and if leighann hasn't been smart enough to leave him by now, she's beyond help.
so whatever's clever, if i hear from them, maybe we might still hang out sometimes, but if not, that's cool too. up to them really. but refuse to be a second class freind anymore. people need to understand what freindship and respect really are. not some be my freind when i need you and fuck off when i don't nonsense. prove in, stay in, but it's either stand up or stand aside with me from now on.
sorry to continue to bore you all with these rants, but i needed to get it out of my system.
-the geist
also spent the whole day alone. haven't done that by choice in a long time. did a lot of thinking and came to a few conclusions about life. firstly, i need more "normal" freinds. you know, well adjusted, financially stable, no drug or alcohol problems. i figure that i probably won't hear from arin or micah again, and that they'll figure me being pissed off is a result of not being invited to the group sex session. this bothers me less than i thought it would. i don't regret spending time with them, because they did teach me things. but like mazer rackam told ender, the only teacher is the enemy. not that i consider the two of them enemies, but everyone can teach you things if you let them. don and leighann i'm not to worried about. because frankly his affectation of being a good old boy racist working class half ass skinhead was becoming grating anyway. for a upper middle class kid from michigan to pretend to be clone of the idiot kluker skinhead from the south, while hilarious for a second, on second two becomes annoying to the point of pain. and if leighann hasn't been smart enough to leave him by now, she's beyond help.
so whatever's clever, if i hear from them, maybe we might still hang out sometimes, but if not, that's cool too. up to them really. but refuse to be a second class freind anymore. people need to understand what freindship and respect really are. not some be my freind when i need you and fuck off when i don't nonsense. prove in, stay in, but it's either stand up or stand aside with me from now on.
sorry to continue to bore you all with these rants, but i needed to get it out of my system.
-the geist
