::start transmission::
this paper and this pen
they used to come together
and make something that mattered
but that was then, this is now
and i could do then, what i cannot do now
tired of hearing the desperation
behind their every word of praise
of pouring out what was mine
losing myself in the blank space and ink
trying to hold on to what always slipped
away
gave up, consigned it to the fire
hoping it would forge everything back
to better than it was before
but had to face facts
i probably never had it it at all
just another illusion to throw up
between myself and them
i let them think they knew me
when i've never wanted to know myself
all those stupid words
in the end, it was all for nothing
and i never should have bothered.
::end transmission::
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that's the sort of stuff i was talking about bats.
this paper and this pen
they used to come together
and make something that mattered
but that was then, this is now
and i could do then, what i cannot do now
tired of hearing the desperation
behind their every word of praise
of pouring out what was mine
losing myself in the blank space and ink
trying to hold on to what always slipped
away
gave up, consigned it to the fire
hoping it would forge everything back
to better than it was before
but had to face facts
i probably never had it it at all
just another illusion to throw up
between myself and them
i let them think they knew me
when i've never wanted to know myself
all those stupid words
in the end, it was all for nothing
and i never should have bothered.
::end transmission::
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that's the sort of stuff i was talking about bats.
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I went in yesterday, when I left work early cause I'm sick and he said about $150 maybe a little cheaper cause I'm a returning customer, but that's the price so far.
And 'I stole the sun'? Is this a picture I have forgotten about?
I'll just have to find it in my computer.