I'm not good about updating anymore. I use to check here every day. Now I just check for certain people. Special people (you know who you are!!)
Roller Derby is awesome. We are starting to do hitting and blocking now and I am starting to come home with bruises and pains. I am getting my ass kicked out there. But loving it all the time.
I have made some new friends out there.
I have let a part of me out that I dont usually like to let out. But I think it is only helping me in the long run. That is why I am allowing it to happen!
I have told them that I would be interested in ref-ing. But one of the coaches came to me and told me that the coaches would like a little time to think about it. They think it is hard enough being a newby, they are glad that I am trying to be more involved, and they dont want me to think they are trying to hold me back from anything. I just got the idea because one of the refs mentioned that they needed a little help. I thought it might be a way for me to get more involved. But I hope I didnt say anything bad or make any weird feelings with people by doing that.
I'll have to wait and see.
My girlfriend said to me that she thinks that Roller Derby is more important to me then her. I dont know how to make her understand that this is a passion but I still love her more. It really hurts me to hear her say that. She is always very supportive. I have to stop talking about it so much.
Roller Derby is awesome. We are starting to do hitting and blocking now and I am starting to come home with bruises and pains. I am getting my ass kicked out there. But loving it all the time.
I have made some new friends out there.
I have let a part of me out that I dont usually like to let out. But I think it is only helping me in the long run. That is why I am allowing it to happen!
I have told them that I would be interested in ref-ing. But one of the coaches came to me and told me that the coaches would like a little time to think about it. They think it is hard enough being a newby, they are glad that I am trying to be more involved, and they dont want me to think they are trying to hold me back from anything. I just got the idea because one of the refs mentioned that they needed a little help. I thought it might be a way for me to get more involved. But I hope I didnt say anything bad or make any weird feelings with people by doing that.
I'll have to wait and see.
My girlfriend said to me that she thinks that Roller Derby is more important to me then her. I dont know how to make her understand that this is a passion but I still love her more. It really hurts me to hear her say that. She is always very supportive. I have to stop talking about it so much.
Things like that are always important to personal and emotional growth. To maybe work through frustrations if you're a passive person, etc.
Its important so you can work things out in your head in a completely different way so you can beterappreciate your girlfriend. Perhaps even be a better/stronger person for her.h
I played roller hockey for a long time... I messed up my hand and knee pretty bad with it, but thats the pay off for a deeper understanding of who you are. See if maybe ya can figure out a way to summ that up. hehe.
Polished off like 3 bottles of wine and a bit of Vodka with friends tonight, so that may be retarded, irrelivant, confusing, or all of the above... so uhh yeah... sorry. hehe.