Back and Bloggier than ever !!!
So as of this past weekend my ex messaged me. I never thought i'd talk to her nor even have anything nice to say to her. I heard nasty things being said and so forth. But the more we talked, the better i felt finding out certain things werent true and so forth. Then i realised i still really loved this person. However she's moved onto someone else who kind of fooled around on her anyways which just frustrates me. I kind of spoke to her about what if we possibly got together again "because we broke up before". However she felt it better to just move on. For once i'm processing this break up, and it kills me inside. I am happy to know she's happy aside from the ass clown she's dating. Oddly deep in my heart i love her and still want her. But i'm afraid she may be right so it may be best to let her go. Sadly the heart wants what it wants and i'll just need to find something new eventually. I hope she actually lives a good and happy life though
Until next time i have something to blog about. Take care fellow suicides

So as of this past weekend my ex messaged me. I never thought i'd talk to her nor even have anything nice to say to her. I heard nasty things being said and so forth. But the more we talked, the better i felt finding out certain things werent true and so forth. Then i realised i still really loved this person. However she's moved onto someone else who kind of fooled around on her anyways which just frustrates me. I kind of spoke to her about what if we possibly got together again "because we broke up before". However she felt it better to just move on. For once i'm processing this break up, and it kills me inside. I am happy to know she's happy aside from the ass clown she's dating. Oddly deep in my heart i love her and still want her. But i'm afraid she may be right so it may be best to let her go. Sadly the heart wants what it wants and i'll just need to find something new eventually. I hope she actually lives a good and happy life though
Until next time i have something to blog about. Take care fellow suicides
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geekwithaheart:
Well thank you, i know what you mean though. We just had alot of growing to do in a sense.
geekwithaheart:
Truth was i didn't have the balls to message her. She did me and alot has been resolved due to it though.