so last night (friday) there was a big party in richmond at my friend Danielle's house. now D (as i call her) is one of my best friends and i always try to make it to her parties because there's always lots of people there that i know and its good to see people and all that. so anyway, i drive up to richmond last night and i'm all excited and stuff and i get there the party is in full effect and i grab my PBR and say hi to everyone and then i remember, "oh, yeah. i hate parties." and i do. i mean, sometimes. for a while they're fun, but for the most part i think they're kind of boring and monotonous. everyone's WASTED and yelling about stupid shit and running around sporadically from one thing to the next and God forbid we let a song play in its entirety or we play Outkast less than 293847289 times. okay, granted, sometimes this kind of clusterfuck is just what we all need and its a good release and everything, but it just seems like that's ALL anyone ever does anymore. its always a drunken free-for-all and it sucks because i have no idea how any of my friends who i haven't seen in a while are doing because whenever i say "hey, how are you?" their response is "DUDE, I'M FUCKIN' WASTED!!!!" i don't mean to sound like a tight-assed anti-alcohol moron. i love beer. LOVE it. but i just wish that beer and getting fucked up wasn't ALWAYS everyone's focus when we hang out. i mean, what happened to just chillin' with a few brews? i mean, they make 6-packs for a reason, people, you don't always have to get a case..........man, i need to get laid.
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And hey, if next time you come to town and don't wanna 'Get fuckin' wasted,' call me. I'm usually chillin' enjoying a movie, or just good conversation.
It sounds to me that because you know graduation is coming up soon, you're (and this sounds kinda gay) maturing past what you were. That exact same thing happened to me. I didn't wanna hang out with any of my friends cause I thought it was stupid. I love 'em to death, but that's just not what I want to do anymore. I dunno...I've been analyzing too much lately. I always tell Cara that I think too much for my own damn good.