Hey boys and girls!!!
I am back!!! Yay!!! Please hold the applause until after the dreaded faggy poetry section. Okay, go ahead, you can clap now if you want. lol I want to thank all of you who missed me and let me know about it. And I have never had so many requests for my boobies!!! Where were you guys when I was in school?? Geez! I have picked a couple of special ones for this weeks boobie breaks. I needed permission before I posted them though. Haha! Now you will have to scroll down to see why I needed permission!
I had a very eventful 2 weeks here, but for some reason the first week seems so long ago. Well let me start with some venting. Verizon really bites the big one!!! I was supposed to be done with all of my work in NYC last weekend, but they keep making excuses for not installing our data circuit. So now I am off to NYC again tomorrow for a couple of days. ugh!!! I truly love NYC, heck I was born there, but commuting 145 miles is no joy. Hopefully that all ends this week. Then I can go back on my terms.
My company has been putting me up in an awesome hotel though! And Kelli spent last weekend with me there. We did the whole Chelsea thing, and visited the West Village. We actually went to The Stonewall!!! For those that are not familiar with it, it is the birthplace of gay pride in America. Very historic and cool. We had a drink there, Diet Cokes, and then went next door to the Duplex to enjoy some music.
Kelli left for home on Sunday night and I was able to come home on Thursday. I got home just in time to see Kelli finish a 5K run. The timing was amazing. I was able to finally make my way to near the finish and Kelli goes running right by me! I am so glad I got to see her finish. She had a pretty awesome time too! 23:11! I think that is awesome! Especially for an accountant! lol
Okay, break time. Just let me preface this weeks photos with an explanation. They were all taken last summer near my parents cabin in the mountains. It is an awesome place for some skinny-dipping, and here are a couple of pictures from there. I had to beg Kelli to let me post these, and now I owe her big time! I'm not complaining though, lol.
How is that for double boobies???
I bought an awesome new CD this week. It's by Peter Wolf and Called "Midnight Souvenirs". I absolutely love the song "Tragedy", it's a duet with Shelby Lynne. The whole CD is just plain fabulous!! That is if you like this kind of music. If you do, I highly recommend it. I also picked up Joan Jett's Greatest Hits along with Melanie's Greatest Hits. I needed some new music on my ipod for the week so I hit J&R Music World. They carry everything!!!
Okay, I do have a question for this week. If I took a week off here and there would you guys mind at all if I let Kelli write this blog some weeks? I just want to make sure it's okay, and also if it's allowed too. I don't want to violate any rules or TOS's. Just let me know. I am so sure you guys will like her, I know I really do!
Okay, second break. Added treat for you all. This is a 2 photo break.
Now you guys owe me!! You have to stay until the end and read my poems!!! Well I need to scoot now, I need to answer my emails on here and then do my laundry so I have clothes for the week. Hope you like my poems this week!!
Okay, quick edit here. I forgot to say that Kelli and I are going to the Pretty Things Peepshow and The Sex Slaves Basement in Kingston this Friday. That is Bettina May's burlesque show. We can't wait!
Tear it down
Ran away in youth
tried to commit suicide
took drugs
slept with men and women
went to rehab
stole
lied
got in physical fights
went to alternative school
cheated
pushed people away
drove drunk
sent fanatical letters
got tattoos and piercings
addiction to cigarettes and caffeine
cursed god
cursed people
walked off jobs
manipulated
cybered
watched porn
wrote graffiti on garage
stayed out all night with strangers and gangs
stole moms car at 14 for a few hours
illegal street racing
threw beer bottles through living room window
one night stands
broke into the mayors office
fantasized my molester being raped...or dead
quit relationships instantly and never spoke again
lusted
been lazy
said mean things
patronized
been disillusioned, gave illusions
judged
played innocent
skipped school
didn't say thank you when I should have
neglected others feelings
been the hypocrite
resented
smoked pot on lunch break
stonewalled
hid behind walls....
hid behind walls.........
hid behind walls......................
[.....paint ...................................................]
[..........................................wood...............]
[glass.........................................................]
[.......................steel...................................]
[...................................drywall....................]
[..................paper......................................]
[...............................................concrete......]
[..........................pain................................]
[...........isolation..........................................]
[.....................................hate.....................]
Gives lover the last bite off my plate
fed the homeless
says I am sorry
told the truth
faced my shame
gave savings to the poor woman
let others in
forgave offenses
grateful
willing to be seen, known
honored employers
trusts
lets go
made boundaries
risks intimacy
learns commitment
gets up and tries again after stumbling
acknowledged the fears
sacrifices more
feels worth in myself and others
admits wrongs
allowed regret
admits rights
respects choices
appreciated self disclosure
processes through writing
asks myself what I want and need
learned to feel my feelings
listens
vulnerable
enjoyed beautiful music
appreciates others skills
breaking it down...
breaking it down......
breaking it down.........
[.vulnerability.]
[love.......................]
[.full disclosure........]
[.........acceptance...........]
[.....................brick.........]
[.............paper.....................]
[..................drywall...............]
[steel....................................................]
[.......................wood...........................]
The Love That Bites (And Scratches)
I have a four-footed friend, a feline you see
Who everyday during winter cries out to be set free
He misses roaming in the woods as hes allowed to do in summer
He doesnt understand that in the winter hes the hunted, yes its a bummer
The grizzlies and black bears may have fallen asleep
But the wolves, mountain lions and eagles are vigilant and on the lookout for sheep
Or any other creature in the woods that may crawl or creep
I dont blame them, theyre simply trying their bellies full to keep
However by the end of each winters day
My feline friend is ready to find his own prey
Unfortunately the victim he picks to try to slay
Is me, and it happens each damned winters day
I am back!!! Yay!!! Please hold the applause until after the dreaded faggy poetry section. Okay, go ahead, you can clap now if you want. lol I want to thank all of you who missed me and let me know about it. And I have never had so many requests for my boobies!!! Where were you guys when I was in school?? Geez! I have picked a couple of special ones for this weeks boobie breaks. I needed permission before I posted them though. Haha! Now you will have to scroll down to see why I needed permission!
I had a very eventful 2 weeks here, but for some reason the first week seems so long ago. Well let me start with some venting. Verizon really bites the big one!!! I was supposed to be done with all of my work in NYC last weekend, but they keep making excuses for not installing our data circuit. So now I am off to NYC again tomorrow for a couple of days. ugh!!! I truly love NYC, heck I was born there, but commuting 145 miles is no joy. Hopefully that all ends this week. Then I can go back on my terms.
My company has been putting me up in an awesome hotel though! And Kelli spent last weekend with me there. We did the whole Chelsea thing, and visited the West Village. We actually went to The Stonewall!!! For those that are not familiar with it, it is the birthplace of gay pride in America. Very historic and cool. We had a drink there, Diet Cokes, and then went next door to the Duplex to enjoy some music.
Kelli left for home on Sunday night and I was able to come home on Thursday. I got home just in time to see Kelli finish a 5K run. The timing was amazing. I was able to finally make my way to near the finish and Kelli goes running right by me! I am so glad I got to see her finish. She had a pretty awesome time too! 23:11! I think that is awesome! Especially for an accountant! lol
Okay, break time. Just let me preface this weeks photos with an explanation. They were all taken last summer near my parents cabin in the mountains. It is an awesome place for some skinny-dipping, and here are a couple of pictures from there. I had to beg Kelli to let me post these, and now I owe her big time! I'm not complaining though, lol.
How is that for double boobies???
I bought an awesome new CD this week. It's by Peter Wolf and Called "Midnight Souvenirs". I absolutely love the song "Tragedy", it's a duet with Shelby Lynne. The whole CD is just plain fabulous!! That is if you like this kind of music. If you do, I highly recommend it. I also picked up Joan Jett's Greatest Hits along with Melanie's Greatest Hits. I needed some new music on my ipod for the week so I hit J&R Music World. They carry everything!!!
Okay, I do have a question for this week. If I took a week off here and there would you guys mind at all if I let Kelli write this blog some weeks? I just want to make sure it's okay, and also if it's allowed too. I don't want to violate any rules or TOS's. Just let me know. I am so sure you guys will like her, I know I really do!
Okay, second break. Added treat for you all. This is a 2 photo break.
Now you guys owe me!! You have to stay until the end and read my poems!!! Well I need to scoot now, I need to answer my emails on here and then do my laundry so I have clothes for the week. Hope you like my poems this week!!
Okay, quick edit here. I forgot to say that Kelli and I are going to the Pretty Things Peepshow and The Sex Slaves Basement in Kingston this Friday. That is Bettina May's burlesque show. We can't wait!
Tear it down
Ran away in youth
tried to commit suicide
took drugs
slept with men and women
went to rehab
stole
lied
got in physical fights
went to alternative school
cheated
pushed people away
drove drunk
sent fanatical letters
got tattoos and piercings
addiction to cigarettes and caffeine
cursed god
cursed people
walked off jobs
manipulated
cybered
watched porn
wrote graffiti on garage
stayed out all night with strangers and gangs
stole moms car at 14 for a few hours
illegal street racing
threw beer bottles through living room window
one night stands
broke into the mayors office
fantasized my molester being raped...or dead
quit relationships instantly and never spoke again
lusted
been lazy
said mean things
patronized
been disillusioned, gave illusions
judged
played innocent
skipped school
didn't say thank you when I should have
neglected others feelings
been the hypocrite
resented
smoked pot on lunch break
stonewalled
hid behind walls....
hid behind walls.........
hid behind walls......................
[.....paint ...................................................]
[..........................................wood...............]
[glass.........................................................]
[.......................steel...................................]
[...................................drywall....................]
[..................paper......................................]
[...............................................concrete......]
[..........................pain................................]
[...........isolation..........................................]
[.....................................hate.....................]
Gives lover the last bite off my plate
fed the homeless
says I am sorry
told the truth
faced my shame
gave savings to the poor woman
let others in
forgave offenses
grateful
willing to be seen, known
honored employers
trusts
lets go
made boundaries
risks intimacy
learns commitment
gets up and tries again after stumbling
acknowledged the fears
sacrifices more
feels worth in myself and others
admits wrongs
allowed regret
admits rights
respects choices
appreciated self disclosure
processes through writing
asks myself what I want and need
learned to feel my feelings
listens
vulnerable
enjoyed beautiful music
appreciates others skills
breaking it down...
breaking it down......
breaking it down.........
[.vulnerability.]
[love.......................]
[.full disclosure........]
[.........acceptance...........]
[.....................brick.........]
[.............paper.....................]
[..................drywall...............]
[steel....................................................]
[.......................wood...........................]
The Love That Bites (And Scratches)
I have a four-footed friend, a feline you see
Who everyday during winter cries out to be set free
He misses roaming in the woods as hes allowed to do in summer
He doesnt understand that in the winter hes the hunted, yes its a bummer
The grizzlies and black bears may have fallen asleep
But the wolves, mountain lions and eagles are vigilant and on the lookout for sheep
Or any other creature in the woods that may crawl or creep
I dont blame them, theyre simply trying their bellies full to keep
However by the end of each winters day
My feline friend is ready to find his own prey
Unfortunately the victim he picks to try to slay
Is me, and it happens each damned winters day
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great photos, must be a really nice cottage...