Hey all!
My second post since my involuntary hiatus. I am still stressing over the garbage that happened to me. I now have to get a lawyer and pursue reparations in court. To let you all in on what happened to Kelli and I, I know I haven't given up a clue yet, but here goes. We moved into a beautiful apartment in Mechanicville, NY. It's a nice small river town and we both loved it. We were being accepted by everyone we met there, so it was pretty open-minded. Well, if any of you are familiar with the weather we have been having here in upstate New York you will understand. It has been raining here more days than not. The apartment we lived in was on the second floor, which was the top floor. I mean was in the past tense. It also had a flat roof. Apparently the roof drains got clogged and the water started collecting on the roof. One night as we both made our ways home from work, through a driving, torrential rainstorm, it seemed our timing was perfect. We both arrived home at the same time, which was highly unusual for us. When we walked upstairs and opened the door we saw that the roof had collapsed into our apartment and all of our stuff was totally ruined. I mean everything. We salvaged very little.
Now here we were, 2 homeless people. Well not really, but you know what I mean. The only thing either one of us had were the clothes on our backs and our cars. We both had to crawl back home to our parents and move back in with them. We are both so broke from this ordeal. We had to buy everything new, even underwear. We had renters insurance, but this is considered an "Act of God" by the insurance agency. So now we are forced to sue in hopes of getting any money back. Our landlord has been trying to be nice, but he can't do anything because of possible lawsuits. His lawyer has told him to keep his distance. As a result, he is still holding our last months rent and security. So as you can see, I have been stressing a lot lately. Kelli and I are still together, but it can be very depressing when we try to have some alone time when we both live with our parents. ugh!!! I love my parents dearly, but I feel like I am cramping their style, as well as they are cramping mine. It's like high school all over, trying to sneak sex in your room and hoping your parents don't know.
See! I told you I would vent.
Okay, I feel better now. Long story short, yes, we still have sex and I think our relationship has grown stronger through this. Although we both spent many evening crying on each others shoulders and thinking we were doomed!
I did post a new set of photos this week. They are from almost 8 years ago, when I was 19, lol. They are the first nude pictures I ever allowed to be taken of me. They aren't great, but it was fun taking them. Check them out, I hope you like them. I think I look way young in them, but not that young. lol
When the weather gets nice I may take some new ones.
I want to thank everyone that has welcomed me back, as well as those who do in the future. I know it is hard to keep up with everyone you have ever talked to on here, but thanks to you all.
Now it is poetry time. Here are 2 more from my collection. I hope you like them.
FOR MY SINS
I chomp and chew I love the taste,
Nothing ever goes to waste,
Morals sat here on my plate,
Causing such a high debate,
Once a girl would not kiss me,
Digesting food she could not see,
But because she knew I had,
Thoughts of me that made her mad,
Argued on our second date,
With disgust and full of hate,
Screamed at me and yelled "F**K OFF"
All because I chose to scoff,
Every morsel is a treat,
My lump of steak cos....
I LOVE MEAT
~ Some People Are Cruel ~
It hurts when I look in your eyes and you dont see me standing in front of you.
Or when I speak and you never hear me.
I try to protect you from the world and the cruelty that surrounds you.
But at the same time, I cant keep hitting heads with you.
With your gentle heart and your naive nature, you turn a blind eye to reality,
Unable to see the damage being done around you.
You get your back up against me like I am the one attacking you.
When its behind your back that you need to watch.
There may come times, you dont like nor want to hear what I have to say.
But I am brutally honest and I dont say it to hurt you.
Ill hold you at fault for your mistakes.
Ill make you face the consequences of your actions.
But I still wont let anyone hurt you.
When you hear the anger in my voice, its cuz I am tired of fighting you.
When you walk away, I see the tears in your eyes
I feel your heart reach for mine, cuz you know what I say it true.
This girl has been burnt, beaten and scared.
Ive seen it all and I know how the game works.
It tears me apart inside to see what they do to you.
Especially when I speak, and I question why youre so defensive with me.
I am not the enemy.
Long ago, I would have walked away and let you fight your own battle.
But for some reason, I am always standing guard for you.
And it breaks my heart when you fail to see that.
Ill take the bullets for you as long as you dont let them kill who you are.
So remember these four words when I cant be around to save you
SOME PEOPLE ARE CRUEL!!
My second post since my involuntary hiatus. I am still stressing over the garbage that happened to me. I now have to get a lawyer and pursue reparations in court. To let you all in on what happened to Kelli and I, I know I haven't given up a clue yet, but here goes. We moved into a beautiful apartment in Mechanicville, NY. It's a nice small river town and we both loved it. We were being accepted by everyone we met there, so it was pretty open-minded. Well, if any of you are familiar with the weather we have been having here in upstate New York you will understand. It has been raining here more days than not. The apartment we lived in was on the second floor, which was the top floor. I mean was in the past tense. It also had a flat roof. Apparently the roof drains got clogged and the water started collecting on the roof. One night as we both made our ways home from work, through a driving, torrential rainstorm, it seemed our timing was perfect. We both arrived home at the same time, which was highly unusual for us. When we walked upstairs and opened the door we saw that the roof had collapsed into our apartment and all of our stuff was totally ruined. I mean everything. We salvaged very little.
Now here we were, 2 homeless people. Well not really, but you know what I mean. The only thing either one of us had were the clothes on our backs and our cars. We both had to crawl back home to our parents and move back in with them. We are both so broke from this ordeal. We had to buy everything new, even underwear. We had renters insurance, but this is considered an "Act of God" by the insurance agency. So now we are forced to sue in hopes of getting any money back. Our landlord has been trying to be nice, but he can't do anything because of possible lawsuits. His lawyer has told him to keep his distance. As a result, he is still holding our last months rent and security. So as you can see, I have been stressing a lot lately. Kelli and I are still together, but it can be very depressing when we try to have some alone time when we both live with our parents. ugh!!! I love my parents dearly, but I feel like I am cramping their style, as well as they are cramping mine. It's like high school all over, trying to sneak sex in your room and hoping your parents don't know.
See! I told you I would vent.
Okay, I feel better now. Long story short, yes, we still have sex and I think our relationship has grown stronger through this. Although we both spent many evening crying on each others shoulders and thinking we were doomed!
I did post a new set of photos this week. They are from almost 8 years ago, when I was 19, lol. They are the first nude pictures I ever allowed to be taken of me. They aren't great, but it was fun taking them. Check them out, I hope you like them. I think I look way young in them, but not that young. lol
When the weather gets nice I may take some new ones.
I want to thank everyone that has welcomed me back, as well as those who do in the future. I know it is hard to keep up with everyone you have ever talked to on here, but thanks to you all.
Now it is poetry time. Here are 2 more from my collection. I hope you like them.
FOR MY SINS
I chomp and chew I love the taste,
Nothing ever goes to waste,
Morals sat here on my plate,
Causing such a high debate,
Once a girl would not kiss me,
Digesting food she could not see,
But because she knew I had,
Thoughts of me that made her mad,
Argued on our second date,
With disgust and full of hate,
Screamed at me and yelled "F**K OFF"
All because I chose to scoff,
Every morsel is a treat,
My lump of steak cos....
I LOVE MEAT
~ Some People Are Cruel ~
It hurts when I look in your eyes and you dont see me standing in front of you.
Or when I speak and you never hear me.
I try to protect you from the world and the cruelty that surrounds you.
But at the same time, I cant keep hitting heads with you.
With your gentle heart and your naive nature, you turn a blind eye to reality,
Unable to see the damage being done around you.
You get your back up against me like I am the one attacking you.
When its behind your back that you need to watch.
There may come times, you dont like nor want to hear what I have to say.
But I am brutally honest and I dont say it to hurt you.
Ill hold you at fault for your mistakes.
Ill make you face the consequences of your actions.
But I still wont let anyone hurt you.
When you hear the anger in my voice, its cuz I am tired of fighting you.
When you walk away, I see the tears in your eyes
I feel your heart reach for mine, cuz you know what I say it true.
This girl has been burnt, beaten and scared.
Ive seen it all and I know how the game works.
It tears me apart inside to see what they do to you.
Especially when I speak, and I question why youre so defensive with me.
I am not the enemy.
Long ago, I would have walked away and let you fight your own battle.
But for some reason, I am always standing guard for you.
And it breaks my heart when you fail to see that.
Ill take the bullets for you as long as you dont let them kill who you are.
So remember these four words when I cant be around to save you
SOME PEOPLE ARE CRUEL!!
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And: Wow. I'm sorry to hear so much is stressing you out, but I'm happy it's something you two feel stronger with each other for having endured together.