I had dinner with my new house mates last night (I'm moving in there in 10 days time), and it was quite nice to get to know them all a bit more. We had super-garlicy garlic bread, followed by lasagna and then cake for desert. It was all very yum, even though I didn't eat very much because my tummy has been a bit sore...
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My boss is away all this week, so I think I'll probably get lots of blogging done at work while I'm sitting here not doing much else. I don't even have to make it look like I'm busy. But still, I can only read so many video game reviews and news feeds before going a little bit nuts.
I think today I'll write a bit...
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emet:
Anxiety is so fucking weird. I always wonder...How did this happen? And im always in envy of people that go through life so care free...Just hanging out...Things don't have to be just right for them to sleep...They don't have xanax or clonzepam to think about...Just life.
Its handicapped me in so many ways as well
Good look on moving. I knwo I would be flipping shit (ive always have to have someone staying the night with me...And not everyone makes me "feel better" So I'm extremely picky) Sometimes I just want to live by myself in fear of someone breaking home a stomach virus.
blech.
Its handicapped me in so many ways as well
Good look on moving. I knwo I would be flipping shit (ive always have to have someone staying the night with me...And not everyone makes me "feel better" So I'm extremely picky) Sometimes I just want to live by myself in fear of someone breaking home a stomach virus.
blech.
faetree:
NOT - 'I still think the real problem is it's me being weak and giving into my fears'
And yes, reading your blog, of course your anxieties would be increasing.
anyway *hugs* for you, you are doing well anyway
And yes, reading your blog, of course your anxieties would be increasing.
anyway *hugs* for you, you are doing well anyway
Man, the hour hand really moves slow when you're watching it. And I mean seriously watching it, not just casually checking the time every once in a while or anything like that. For some reason my work decided to give everyone watches to celebrate some event or windfall or something. They're not very good watches. They say JAPAN MOVT on the face, but the bag...
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miss_cellophane:
I hate working in a place like that. Either give me something to do or let me do my own shit. Soon you'll be in that new job. Tho I know its not soon enough.
greekdevils:
Holy crikey! Reading that just made me think of making a movie about every single word on your blog. Flashes and lots of music and a pair of eyes moving left to right left to right. Well, that was a very accurate and descriptive way of work in general. I suppose we should find jobs we love, but I say fuck work period.
Okay, I'm gonna get slightly geeky in this blog, so if that kinda talk doesn't do it for you, maybe go look at some nekkid girls or something...
Okay. It is sooooo frustrating to have to sit and watch someone who doesn't know unix bumble their way around the command line, keep screwing up the same thing you told them how to do multiple times,...
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Okay. It is sooooo frustrating to have to sit and watch someone who doesn't know unix bumble their way around the command line, keep screwing up the same thing you told them how to do multiple times,...
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miss_cellophane:
Bah to that guy! i don't know how to program or anything, but Ive been in a similar situation with someone not knowing the basics of a computer. Frustrating as hell 
What sorta job are you moving into next?
What sorta job are you moving into next?
emet:
yup, its been six days now!
I guess it is time to say goodbye. But me and joe camel got along so well!
thank you for the words of encouragement, Hope you Anxiety gets better as well!
btw are you a smoker?
I guess it is time to say goodbye. But me and joe camel got along so well!
thank you for the words of encouragement, Hope you Anxiety gets better as well!
btw are you a smoker?
On a more positive note than my last blog... or at least more back to normal, I'm having a tough time getting people who tuck their jumpers into their pants. I've seen a few people out on the street doing it, and I just really, really think it looks pretty silly wearing a jumper and tucking it into your pants. I'm definitely no clothes horse,...
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greekdevils:
And now introducing a new line of clothing, the 'wasabi' line! I have a silly? for ya. What are jumpers? Is it a type of shirt you wear while on a motorbike?
How do people cope with decisions? How to they avoid being completely paralysed when faced with choices? I've lost count of the number of times I've wished life was like a video game and I could save at this point, and if it all goes horribly wrong I come back and try again, pick something else. I've lost count, but I know it's often enough...
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faetree:
You don't *know.*.you just feel that way
emet:
ugh. this is by far the HARDEST thing ive had to do. But I suppose if this remains the hardest thing I have to do...im not that bad off.
My anxiety levels have went way way up since I quit smoking, last night was the worst
wish me luck
My anxiety levels have went way way up since I quit smoking, last night was the worst
wish me luck
Every day lately I've been getting to work and wondering how I'm going to make it though the day. Yaa, I know, people bitching about work is nothing new, so don't expect anything interesting or innovative in this particular blog. I have, however, calculated that I need to work for 27,000 seconds each day to hit the seven and a half hour minimum daily requirement...
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snarky:
I have always wanted to visit Australia.
Aww i see that your a geek, ehh? Well Im a full time nerd
Gamer huh?
I like : D
Have a wonderful day darling.
xx
Aww i see that your a geek, ehh? Well Im a full time nerd
Gamer huh?
I like : D
Have a wonderful day darling.
xx
faetree:
13 days left!! And fridays don't count..so umm..that is less really 
I had a bit of a panic attack (I'm kinda prone to them) while riding my motorbike yesterday. I thought I was going to vom inside my helmet. I was getting all panicky and couldn't concentrate on riding. I was only half way around the block and I thought I was going to have to take my helmet off and push my bike back home....
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greekdevils:
holy moly!!!!!! do you got a car? maybe that wouldn't even help in a situation like that.
By the way, what are wasabi peas? I assume just by the title, peas cooked in wasabi sauce? lol.. Blogs are for what you're feeling right then and there...keep em coming!!
By the way, what are wasabi peas? I assume just by the title, peas cooked in wasabi sauce? lol.. Blogs are for what you're feeling right then and there...keep em coming!!
Oooh... changed username.
In a strange mood. Time for toast.
Today's highlight? Hmmm...
...wow, what a bad faux haiku.
Anyway... Kinda bored. Stuck with a wanna be creative feeling, but can't think of anything to create.
In a strange mood. Time for toast.
Today's highlight? Hmmm...
...wow, what a bad faux haiku.
Anyway... Kinda bored. Stuck with a wanna be creative feeling, but can't think of anything to create.
faetree:
squack
*roar*
*roar*
The wet sneeze.
There's this guy at work who sits behind me. He has hairy fingers, a
wonky eye (I'm allowed to say that, I have a wonky eye too - google
'duanes syndrome' if you're bored), I guess is an okay guy, but I still
find him generally unpleasant. He also makes the wettest sounding
sneezes I've ever heard. Kinda hard to describe, I've...
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There's this guy at work who sits behind me. He has hairy fingers, a
wonky eye (I'm allowed to say that, I have a wonky eye too - google
'duanes syndrome' if you're bored), I guess is an okay guy, but I still
find him generally unpleasant. He also makes the wettest sounding
sneezes I've ever heard. Kinda hard to describe, I've...
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faetree:
eeek..err hope I didn't shake his hand 
Aaah, resigning from a job you hate is *such* a good feeling. Celebrating right now with some dark chocolate, toast and a ice cold glass of milk. Yum.
Even if you have a job you like, you should go work part-time at something that sucks, stick with it just long enough so it starts to grind you down, just so you can walk in to...
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Even if you have a job you like, you should go work part-time at something that sucks, stick with it just long enough so it starts to grind you down, just so you can walk in to...
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I think I'm addicted to wasabi peas, which is kinda weird 'cause I don't really like spicy food. I think it's the wasabi rush, the sudden intense WAAAA!!11 from my sinuses to the back of my head that I'm hooked on. Such a weird feeling. I want more! I am kinda bummed though, as I bought some more today (a different brand this time), and...
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